Well..

[evlcapjcksparow]

I live to love but i don't love to live.. idk why i just wrote that, perhaps because it just jumped into my head and i felt it was a perfect way of summing up my thoughts of the moment. As many may have realized, i did not move to Florida even though i truly wanted to. there were many contributing factors in this decision, but hey thats life.

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[murder_sherote]

hey ian its ashley. i miss you :( i think i know who you are talking about...and im sure you know who i mean...i hope everything works out for you and i hope that we run into each other someday and that when we do things are going good for you. i <3 you buddy :)

[murder_sherote]

oh and i also wanted to say that im glad to hear that you quit smoking and drinking. i dont drink either anymore, but i do still smoke pot and of course my marlboro reds, but thats beside the point. thats exactly what i do. everytime im upset i just get high and then i dont have to deal with the emotions and i just let it all go. its not mentally healthy and im glad you had the strenght to realize it and stop doing it. i realize it, but i have yet to stop letting the weed feel my emotions for me. oh and it'd be great to hear from you so if you get back on here and happen to read these then talk to me, i miss you!

[crimsonreds]

this made me sad. i love you and someday everything will be okay and it'll all work out in the end.

[jimmytango_]

i love you, ian. if you ever need anything give me a call.