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[evokes]

i feel like my life is a mess... but when has that ever changed. i am doing absolutely nothing... i have no motivation. I feel like i depend on others... to make me feel good about myself...which even i know is really fucking sad. No confidence or self esteem lately...just wanna be happy.

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[deadvows]

yeah, sometimes I wonder if all the good people were born to always have shit happen one after another? like bad prevails over good now. That it pours more than it shines.

I gave up on depending on people..have been left in the dark too much. I depend on myself now and my animals.

self-esteem is hard to find these days. < 333

[evokes]

its weird because after everything that has happened to me, i know i'm strong and i know i can handle it, but i just feel so defeated by life right now...

and i guess when you dont feel loved by those who are suppose to be there no matter what, you go looking for it somewhere else and i guess thats what i've been doing...to make myself feel better.

yea animals always give that constant love you no matter what feelin.

nice to see you back gwen.

[shading]

hey everyone needs support, that's not sad. it's only natural. I'm really sorry you feel this way, Angie.. I wish I knew what to tell you.

I guess you could just.. "fake it til you make it"? I dunno, sometimes if you just ACT confident you feel better. people notice and they usually comment on it so that may help a little?
♥

[evokes]

Thanks Alexis, your a doll <3

I'm assuming this is just a slump i'm in, and this too shall pass , so they say.

[theoneontheleft]

You know, I'm feeling pretty much the same lately. :/
I wish we could feel better and just be happy like we want.
♥