whats wrong? what are you afraid of?
sorry i havent written in awhile. i have been so incredibly busy, its taken its toll on every aspect of my life, not just my computer time. i am taking the equivalent of 11 hours in school right now and working between 37 and 40 hours a week. it has sucked so much and i think i am starting to get sick. lucas and i have been fighting for awhile, mostly due to lack of time together i think. i barely see my friends. i never talk to brian. and all my clothes are dirty. blah, this time of year sucks. but at least i am (for the moment) healthy, and mostly still optimistic about everything.
so... i havent really written much about him in this thing, but there is this boy, named lucas, and i know i have said tons of stuff about him in here, but i havent ever really specified that his name is lucas and that we are dating. so there is this boy, named lucas, and we are dating. now you know. we have been kinda rocky as of late but it seems like we are getting a lot closer because of it, if that is possible. we really like hanging out together but we both are too damn busy. we have started scheduling a few hours to hang out days in advance so we actually get to see each other for longer than "wanna come with me while i go run errands" time. i cant think of anyone that i have liked this much in a long time. he just seems so good for me right now. i like that there is someone out there that i think about and that i know thinks about me. we are not titled boyfriend and girlfriend right now cause neither of us wants to move too fast or has time for it right now, and it is wonderful. i really like that boy.
anyway, after getting him off my mind a little bit. i really dont have anything enlightening or profound to say because when not in use for schoolwork my brain just kinda sets itself to hibernate and i dont hear from it for awhile.
i trained a guy at work tonight. it was my first trainee. sean introduced me as, "this is danny. she has been here for a long time and is a great driver and a great person." that made me smile. he is truly a nice guy when we arent in a rush at the shuttle. i met his daughter tonight. she is really cute, or at least her eyes were, the rest of her was covered up by a blanket.
i think my friends are just great. i love having people i can go hang out with. rao and jessica, and justin and marcus are all just great. i have been spending more time with them than anyone else lately. they make me really happy. so, thanks guys!
but im gonna go now, im dead tired. have fun.
so... i havent really written much about him in this thing, but there is this boy, named lucas, and i know i have said tons of stuff about him in here, but i havent ever really specified that his name is lucas and that we are dating. so there is this boy, named lucas, and we are dating. now you know. we have been kinda rocky as of late but it seems like we are getting a lot closer because of it, if that is possible. we really like hanging out together but we both are too damn busy. we have started scheduling a few hours to hang out days in advance so we actually get to see each other for longer than "wanna come with me while i go run errands" time. i cant think of anyone that i have liked this much in a long time. he just seems so good for me right now. i like that there is someone out there that i think about and that i know thinks about me. we are not titled boyfriend and girlfriend right now cause neither of us wants to move too fast or has time for it right now, and it is wonderful. i really like that boy.
anyway, after getting him off my mind a little bit. i really dont have anything enlightening or profound to say because when not in use for schoolwork my brain just kinda sets itself to hibernate and i dont hear from it for awhile.
i trained a guy at work tonight. it was my first trainee. sean introduced me as, "this is danny. she has been here for a long time and is a great driver and a great person." that made me smile. he is truly a nice guy when we arent in a rush at the shuttle. i met his daughter tonight. she is really cute, or at least her eyes were, the rest of her was covered up by a blanket.
i think my friends are just great. i love having people i can go hang out with. rao and jessica, and justin and marcus are all just great. i have been spending more time with them than anyone else lately. they make me really happy. so, thanks guys!
but im gonna go now, im dead tired. have fun.