Everything I Have In This World... And All I'll Ever Be...
Wanna catch up on my life?
So here i am... once again giving the all important update on my life... so where do i start?
I am still working for the skanks... but i am doing absolutely everything humanly possible to rectify the situation...
I am slowly but steadily coming to terms with the fact that i have a purple wall... (however i have also learnt that ignoring something doesnt make it go away... the wall still stands)
My puppy has scratches on his nose... the product of gettin too close to a pitt bull...
I have black hair... and it turns blue in the sun... tres funky
The issues followin ben and i are getting extremely frustrating... His friend is trying to dig up dirt on me in my past... and he's managed to find someone that i dont exactly have the best relationship with... i am partly to blame for the hostile relationship i have with this person... and granted i have never claimed to be perfect... i kno i have my flaws... jus like everyone else... and in the past i have lied (purely to make myself better then what i was)... but that said... not everything i ever told them was a lie... it was all based on truths... jus exaggerated upon... but some of the exaggerations took on stories of their own... hence becoming a lie... it was stupid and i do regret it... but honestly... ive grown up... i know what i did was wrong... im not proud of it... and i dont brag about it... but i do kno better... and i swear i havent lied...
I really wish ben's friend (who i will now refer to as BOB)... i wish that he and i could jus talk about all this maturely... i kno how he feels about ben... and im sorry that things didnt turn out the way that he wanted them too... but that said... i knew ben before i knew him... and i like ben before i met bob... and i honestly cant jus let ben go... hes to awesome... i kno when ive got somethin good... and im not gonna do anythin to fuck that up... im sorry bob's hurting... i really am... if there was anythin i could do to help him in anyway id do it... but im not gonna give ben up... hes my boi... and im his... always
Ben and i are goin well tho... we have spoken about the aforementioned (is that a word? it sounds like a word) and i have explained to him all that happened in the past... and he knows i havent lied to him... and that i would never...
I still get completely awe struck by him at times... hes so fuckin awesome...
So i guess thats the low down... if i think of anythin more ill be sure to add it in... but till next time... take care yall
see ya latte
peace out
So here i am... once again giving the all important update on my life... so where do i start?
I am still working for the skanks... but i am doing absolutely everything humanly possible to rectify the situation...
I am slowly but steadily coming to terms with the fact that i have a purple wall... (however i have also learnt that ignoring something doesnt make it go away... the wall still stands)
My puppy has scratches on his nose... the product of gettin too close to a pitt bull...
I have black hair... and it turns blue in the sun... tres funky
The issues followin ben and i are getting extremely frustrating... His friend is trying to dig up dirt on me in my past... and he's managed to find someone that i dont exactly have the best relationship with... i am partly to blame for the hostile relationship i have with this person... and granted i have never claimed to be perfect... i kno i have my flaws... jus like everyone else... and in the past i have lied (purely to make myself better then what i was)... but that said... not everything i ever told them was a lie... it was all based on truths... jus exaggerated upon... but some of the exaggerations took on stories of their own... hence becoming a lie... it was stupid and i do regret it... but honestly... ive grown up... i know what i did was wrong... im not proud of it... and i dont brag about it... but i do kno better... and i swear i havent lied...
I really wish ben's friend (who i will now refer to as BOB)... i wish that he and i could jus talk about all this maturely... i kno how he feels about ben... and im sorry that things didnt turn out the way that he wanted them too... but that said... i knew ben before i knew him... and i like ben before i met bob... and i honestly cant jus let ben go... hes to awesome... i kno when ive got somethin good... and im not gonna do anythin to fuck that up... im sorry bob's hurting... i really am... if there was anythin i could do to help him in anyway id do it... but im not gonna give ben up... hes my boi... and im his... always
Ben and i are goin well tho... we have spoken about the aforementioned (is that a word? it sounds like a word) and i have explained to him all that happened in the past... and he knows i havent lied to him... and that i would never...
I still get completely awe struck by him at times... hes so fuckin awesome...
So i guess thats the low down... if i think of anythin more ill be sure to add it in... but till next time... take care yall
see ya latte
peace out