I wonder as i wander, out under the sky, why do people I care about always have to die? Are you happy where you are, wherever that might be? I wonder as i wander, do you still think of me? Is it nice up ther in heaven? For i know you made it there. Are the clouds made out of marshmallows, do you know that i still care? I looked up at the winter sky ( Read more... )

( peektures )

is beyond amazing
i cant wait to actually buy it next week
until then i will listen online :)
*swoons*

It's not true. Some have great stories, pretty stories that take place at lakes with boats and friends and noodle salad. Just no one in this car. But, a lot of people, that's their story. Good times, noodle salad. What makes it so hard is not that you had it bad, but that you're that pissed that so many others had it good.

I feel more myself today ( Read more... )

ummm my brother was in jail ( Read more... )

God saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around you and whispered “come to me.”
With tearful eyes we watched you, and saw you pass away.
Although we loved you dearly, we could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us, He only takes the best.

i've slowly made improvements these past 2 years but this past month i feel completely and utterly broken ( Read more... )

ava starts school in the morning, and tomorrow is the ONLY day i can walk her into her classroom.

otherwise i have to just drop her off @ the door, wtf!? really.. like the door of the school!
*scared*
ugh.. off to finish cleaning

so ava has most of her back to school clothes already (we like to shop what can i say) but i felt like her wardrobe wasnt.. complete ( Read more... )

so today was the first time i went to visit where mikeys ashes were scattered ( Read more... )