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[evrythinqelse]

If things couldn't get worse. That lines really thin. I need to think of what I'm doing, I need to think of which way to step, forward or back. I don't want to ruin things and I can't break any hearts. My heart isn't where it supposed to be, it isn't where you want it. Everythingelse is fine, elsewhere, was it a mistake? I don't want to lose a

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yeah....

[anonymous]

well going into this you should have seen that it can only go bad. if you wernt ready i know a man man. right. wernt thinking right. cuaght in the fuckin moment, listen you cant charge this situation full head on. you fuck the both of you that way. and you cant just forget something like this it means alot to her at least. so your sorry for it. test the friendship. okay might not be smart but what else can you do. so test it. tell her i wasnt thinking be fuckin honest dont lie. just stand up and stop pretending its the worse thing ever. okay look at school or home, home is safer tell her that. your not ready for something like that. you might be scared who knows, but tell her the things that you are feeling inside. do not DO NOT! try to lie to this girl. shes a friend, you fuck her and there will be alot of people mad at the two of you for being so foolish. so just do what you can and there isnt anything but talk to her and not your journal. so i expect you to do that. TALK TO HER AND NOT THE JOURNAL. who cares if you dont have the

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[evrythinqelse]

This really helps me....thanks

All hopes lost

[bybybumblebee]

You dont want to lose a friend but the truth is...Im already lost..Ive been lost...What happened just made me get lost more....You knew how I felt before we did it...But yet you still went through with it....I did it to try and find something...Maybe feel what I used to feel...Like the time at the bench by the pond...When everything made since...When i knew how to feel..But now everything is messed up...I got hurt good this time and theres no one to blame but myself. I dont blame you I blame myself...I couldve said no but I didnt..My mistake. I thought you actually cared...But the truth is...I was looking for something in you that just isnt there anymore. And its okay. Im okay with that. ill just learn for my mistakes.Even if you cant Duck...Remember I always can.

eric.......

[anonymous]

hey, i know that with everything happening you seem lost, but how does ashley feel... so much has been thrown at her lately and then all of this happens... all she would have wanteed was you to ask her if it was ok to tell people... i cant really blame you though, it was your doing to. it just would have been more considerate if you asked her how she felt. she cares for you so much, and it killed her to hate you for this, you really need to approach her and ask to talk because no matter how much she says that she doesnt want to ever talk to you again, one on one, i think that she would. i hope that things will be ok for the both of you soon...oh and you being with s.e. now hurts her alot still. i just thought that you might want to know that