im so tired
my birthday was okay.
milton burned me a delicious cd.
im listening to it right now.
im procrastinating my science study guide..
that i should be using
to study. yah.

i guess the winter makes you
laugh a little
slower..i cant remember
all the times i tryed to tell
myself to hold on

well, i guess it's my birthday today..since it's after 12. i know someone has something scary planned for today and im like scared to go to sleep and wake up with people standing around me since they always threaten to "kidknap" me. hmm im scared. i think ill hide in my basement..eeee, i forgot i had a basement. oh wow.

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im now realizing, how easy it is, to be here one day, and be gone the next. for someone to take your candle and blow out the flame. and then your gone i was crying so hard last night while i was talking to alicia..it's so hard to express the way i feel about my friends when im with them. but yet so easy when im not. when im not i can just cry all ( Read more... )

ughh..
i just got home from school, and i don't know why im so sad? it's like all of a sudden im sad. mrs. bikley apoligized for yelling at me. and that was cool..but *sigh* i dont know..i feel so drained and tired. so empty and weak. hmm i don't know why. maybe carrying around all those boxes for the food drive? hah, nah. everyone is babysitting ( Read more... )

yesterday, i got starbucks again! it was sooo good. hmm anyways. then i went to my dads and lindy suprised me with getting aol. it was fun, i downloaded music and learned the whole song al wants me to sing for her band. oh yah! alicia asked me to sing for her band..haha with tyler and jake..;D we're doin the cover of evanescence..i think that's how ( Read more... )

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*pouts* my cell phone has no service! grrr ( Read more... )

im happy, my time thing up there is working. yay for me. tonight is gonna be fun. christie is haiving a suprise party..well i dont know..

it started when fran told me that the party was for me [this big party christie was throwing] and um now..it isn't i guess? i dont know. now it isnt a suprise party..but there is a party..for mee? im confused. ( Read more... )

ahh david is so cute! i love it when his horomones kick in..not in the gross horny kinda way..but it's so cuteee..ahh he's wonderful ( Read more... )

yah im in a pretty bitchy mood. ahhhh ( Read more... )