The Price of Freedom

Oct 15, 2005 10:30

So, I was lying in bed feeling sorry for myself this morning. I’ve been really depressed all week. It’s probably a combination of PMS and fasting that has caused it but I’d rather be angry with God. At least it’s someone to blame ( Read more... )

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painted_devil October 15 2005, 01:22:20 UTC
Watership down is a beautiful book. I'm glad you are one of those people who can look at it and appreciate it for more than it's cute storyline. :)

I'm sorry you are suffering. But we all suffer, in one way or another, some worse than others. And I am so proud of you for looking at it this way, rather than just blaming God or saying "why me?" or something.

I'm bored with my job - with my life - too, because I know that I can do better than what I am doing. And even though I am only 18, and you are 32, we both can move on from this and become everything we want to become.

Life isn't always easy - but easiness is overrated and having a hard time, a hard life, will give you experience and understanding that others will never get.

You are such a strong person, and I only hope that I would be as strong as you if I were ever faced with the things that you are up against.

I'm done rambling now. You just inspire me to be a better person. :)

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ex_lunasparr180 October 15 2005, 01:34:35 UTC
::hugs:: Thanks honey. That means a lot to me.

You inspire me with hope for the next generation of women coming up. You're one of the very few young'uns I've stayed in touch with since the FAP days simply because of that.

At 18, you're only just starting, as you know. I will watch your career and progression with a lot of interest. It may not be an easy ride for someone as sharp and real as you are but I bet you'll do some good stuff.

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