Lately, I've felt...off. I've been seriously missing any sort of motivation to do anything, and when I have free time I squander it lying around watching movies and TV, and playing video games, the whole time feeling bad about it because I'm not doing anything. I'm beginning to realize how much I worry, and I'm beginning to realize to the full ( Read more... )

Nobody uses livejournal anymore, the craze is dead. I guess everyone got tired of talking about their lives. Also, the more content you are the less you really feel the need to vent. Well, things have been odd lately, to say the least, but everything seems to be in order. One thing on my mind right now is I can't decide whether I'm atheist or ( Read more... )

Love is something that should be desired. However, to truly desire love, it must be your one ultimate goal, that which you need the most, and without it you should feel unhappy or incomplete. Many people want love, kind of like I want a fast car, it would be nice to have but it's not a necesity. I've been content with my life, and being so means ( Read more... )

Hm I've been quite a vagina lately. Seems like I'm only listening to Dashboard Confessional (older stuff from when it was just Carabba and his guitar), and the Postal Service. I've been skipping class and work a lot lately, because I've let myself fall into slacker mode. My willpower to proceed is dwindling, I must recapture the zeal in which I ( Read more... )

Here's to the first of many boring Friday nights. Ian never called me back to let me know whether or not I was invited to hang out at Allie's, which means I'm not. Couldn't go to the toga party because I don't have a single sheet to wear as a toga. So I walked home 2 miles from dark side to light side and now here I am. I took my bottle of Jack ( Read more... )

So like, yeah, everything is kind of weird right now. Turns out that Roy and Corinna aren't having a baby. Aside from that, Stephan is having it pretty shitty. Basically his girlfriend Brittany is feuding with Ian and Allie and Allie's roommates Cathy and Ashley. Ian and Stephan are like best friends, and it's kind of putting tension between ( Read more... )

What to say what to say. Been busy lately, working and hanging out and going to class. No classes on Monday, I think it kind of sucks because I actually enjoy being in class. Especially english, because the most gorgeous girl I've ever seen in my life sits in front of me. But anyway, tonight has been a long night. I've been out way to much, ( Read more... )

First update in a while. What's new? Nothing really. Been trucking along like normal. Don't you hate it when you get pretty drunk, then the drunk feeling wears off even though you're still inebriated? And no matter how much more you drink, you won't feel drunk again. Played poker tonight, came in second, won 9$, was a 5$ buy in with 5 people ( Read more... )

I'm so glad everyone is back down here! Having friends again is nice. It's too bad Bror is to much of a loser to hang out. Everquest addictions are bad. I predict that this will be an incredible year. The thing is, everyone except me has a girlfriend. Bror and Rebecca, Ian and Allie, Cathy and Chris, Stephan and Brittany, Roy and Corinna. ( Read more... )

Hi. I r happy. I've been very happy for the past week or two. I decided to make myself happy, and it's working out great. I'm so excited about everything, and I'm seeing things in a postive light. Everything is wonderful, even the bad shit doesn't bother me anymore. Such good moods! I'm not even really bothered by the fact that I'm being ( Read more... )