this summer and nothing is going to stop me.... i am soo excited! i've wanted to live there ever since i can remember... things just seem like they might be better somewhere else.

ugh, i seriously need to adopt a positive attitude... i used to think that everything would work out the way it was supposed to, lately, my feelings are a little askew... i despise this feeling of not knowing what the future is to bring. i need to be working a lot harder, but i keep getting distracted. i take on ridiculous hours and then slack off ( Read more... )

last night in pompano... absolutley indiscribable.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.... fuck it!!!

seriously.

"there's no comfort in the waiting room. just nervous paces waiting for bad news....... love is watching someone die."

who's going to watch me die???

so, maybe i'm being a little over dramatic.

so, i thought it would be necessary for me to write a lengthy entry. lastnight, i stayed up until three o'clock in the morning reading everything i have written on this account- going back to the beggining of my sophmore year of highschool. i know, i am in the top ten for most boring people i know, the list includes hermits and invalids. tomorrow, ( Read more... )

i love not doing anything.

me being emo... whatever.

being sick is a total fucking inconvenience. i am drugged up on sudafeds, tylenol, and dayquil.... i don't care what those assholes say dayquil has me feeling like i am goin to pass out... it is not "the good morning medicine" assholes.

i need a carton of cigarettes and a gallon of rum.