this last week has been pretty boring. well, it was for a couple of days where i hardly even left the house ( Read more... )

its been a long time since my last post. a whole lot has happened since then. so much that i can't remember it all right now, let alone write about it ( Read more... )

another party at LM's house this weekend. it was the exact opposite of the last one. LM was really drunk, and i wasn't. she didn't get sick though. and we ended up cuddling in bed all night. i enjoyed it. it wasn't sexual at all ( Read more... )

i was going to write a really long thing about how i feel tonight. but its really more of the same old same old ( Read more... )

well, today i went over to my dads house and painted some windows, we've been working on fixing them for a month or two ( Read more... )

i found out tonight, that i hurt someone very dear to my heart beyond measure.

and that is why we still dont talk, even after all the work we did to be friends again.

i fucking hate myself.

i am in awe of the fact that bush is going to be elected. aren't people as fed up with him as i am?

do people not realize how stupid it is to relect the person who got us into possibly the next vietnam under the pretense that "he's probably the best guy to get us out"

well what the fuckso fucking what if maybe bush will get us out.. im sure that ( Read more... )

now i remember why my friends made me stop taking vicodin. i love it, a lot

ok, so about my last post, i don't really remember a whole lot about what happened that night. we had a party at LM's, we all got really trashed, she started acting really slutty, and i decided that i didn't care about much of anything anymore, and started chugging some vodka. that didn't end well. thank goodness for SB and JC, they may have ( Read more... )

we had a party over at LM's last night, it was crazy. i drank wayyy too much and threw up for about two ours apparently. i don't remember. lots of stories. but i feel like shit right now, so i'm not going to type them up.