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Dec 03, 2004 21:34

I really like how recently when me and Francisca have tried talking it always turns into an argument. We were trying to rebuild our friendship but I really don't know now. I can say right now that if she continues to be with/around whatever with Austin than we are through. I've spent too many nights feeling like shit about this and I'm sick of ( Read more... )

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myacuvue December 3 2004, 19:16:16 UTC
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xska_whorex December 3 2004, 20:13:24 UTC
Joseph youre being a hypocrate, you seem to try to point out my mistakes instead of seeing your own. Also, when i said "bros before hoes" i meant it. I am sorry to let you know that Austin is one of my best friends, he has ALWAYS been there for me and never ever let our friendship get to the point ours has got in to. Yesterday you said you were willing to try to work things out, but apparently you have given up. I know you are trying to prove something or point something out joseph, but I and many others have not yet seemed to realize what it is. I am sorry i have caused you so many problems and made you feel like shit as you are implying in your post. Thank you for being there for me for almost two years, and trying to help me. I am really sorry this ever occcured. ill be here for you if you ever need anything, and as you wish..good bye.
love always,
Francisca.

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_as_lovers_go_ December 4 2004, 07:59:19 UTC
I'm confused.. what mistakes did joseph make? And theres a difference between best friends and a guy that like eats your neck... best friends and more than best friends should be kept separate. But it is common for someone who is in an ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP to choose the guy over friends. You always said bros before hos but obviously that isn't true when your loving boyfriend pushed your so called best friend. When I KNOCKED INTO HIM, it was an accident. I was getting in front of him to get to you. Also all the times when me and Joseph would call you and you would either put us on hold to talk to Austin or simply just tell us "Oh guys, Austin is crying I have to go" I would understand if that didn't usually happen, but it happened almost every time we called. THAT is why I stopped calling, I was sick of waiting. Here's the thing, YOU could have one of the most amazing guys I know. He won't try to spit on you, won't lick the back of your neck, won't get jealous of you, none of your friends will hate him, and all he will do is care for ( ... )

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xska_whorex December 5 2004, 15:25:02 UTC
Obviously you really dont know what is going on, or at least you dont know exactly what happened, and i wouldnt expect you to really know due to the fact we hardly ever talk anymore. Joseph neglected me for about two months and just now realized it, and i and A have been really good friends...even though it may seem as if being on me is all there is bewteen us it is most certainly not. I dont get hurt anymore caysie, everythings going fine, look actually i dont even know whats going on anymore. "You always said bros before hos but obviously that isn't true when your loving boyfriend pushed your so called best friend" i dont understand this...i though i stayed with you when that happened instead of going to him because you obviously matter a whole lot more to me than him. I just dont know what is going on anymore as i said, im just really trying to work things out with everyone because they havent been going to well, but it seems like everythings clearing up a little, now that i have brown chilean hair. If you want me to, i'll start ( ... )

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_as_lovers_go_ December 6 2004, 14:35:12 UTC
forget it.. i dont even care anymore.. just let him know that if i see him anytime outside of school.. he better watch out. because i will fucking do something about it.
I never said it was the only thing he does( being all over you) but it does take up most every time i see him with you and you even told me that when you went over there that he was doing that neck thing again. If you are really good friends then you aren't doing shit. He has to stop sometime. The whole "He's not used to it yet" thing made an effect the first week. He has to let go of that shit sometime. And you do too.
Whatever.. Live how you want. I don't care much about petty shit anymore. I don't want us to lose our friendship but at the rate its going.. I don't even know what friendship we have anymore.

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