Heyheyhey!!! There is nothing wrong with being weird! XD *happily embraces her weirdness* LOL Yeah, out of all that, I noticed "weird" in your list XD *dodges rocks* You know you love me!
...when we talked in the past, I was mostly talking (and whining) about myself I always missed the chance to tell you that I venerate you and your way of thinking. You are very smart woman and I see nothing strange in your entry here. No it's more the other way around, I see things that are making me reflect (you always do that!).
Especially the "bird"-part... I never thought of something like that, but it's true. We see it, we know it, we don't think about it... probably because we have seen it a thousands times, so why should it be special?
I can't say that I can comprehend everything you say... I guess my way of thinking is way to different, especially accepting myself will always something fail in while trying but that doesn't mean that I can't learn from you. I will come again and read your words again...
I wish you a wonderful trip to Japan! Maybe it will free your mind.
Hey, Jess! I've thought about you, hope you're doing OK. You know, let me be the first to tell you that I'm no wise woman... lol I wrote the things in this post not because I'm great at practicing them, but because they are the things that I keep reminding myself of, in order to center myself whenever necessary. If anything I say helps you see things from different perspectives, then I'm glad. But like I said in the post, I'm just a flawed person, trying to move forward in life in a positive direction rather than bad. :'3
Thank you so much. I'm really hoping the trip will be a fun distraction for me right now.
uuummm I'm not sure if i understood was is going on or even if there is something wrong!...but I hope that in some way this will help you to feel better! I'm really weird, I mean it, and I think there isn't anything wrong in this... maybe I should write about it, but I don't think that this will be interesting for anybody lol !! ganbatte nee!! we miss you sis <3<3<3
I'm just in a very strange place in my life right now, I guess.. I wish it were 'good' weird in my case, but so far, it has been more 'bad' weird than good. :/ I'm sure your weird is good weird, at least mostly! ^^
It is certainly true about being more accepting with age. I am way more moderate now compared to my younger days when emotional roller coasters are de rigeur for every major (and minor in my case ^^;) life decisions. It is actually a relief to move beyond that, it eventually got too tiresome to be worked up over everything *lol*
Regardless, I don't think I've reached your level of generosity towards others. I'm still quick to judge and can't shake that cynicism. But being a mother has made me more accepting and enduring, at least I have stopped shooting evil glares at every screaming kid I meet in the mall. Wahahaha! Trying not to wring Peanut's neck when she's testing my patience has been a great lesson in endurance XDD
I love the tone of this post ^^d At least the optimism and determination is back, you'll make it, sis!
Can't wait for Japan! It'll be fabulous!! We must definitely do the sake-sipping at our balcony. Hohoho!
Oh yeah, you described it so well! You sort of become emotionally detached from many things that used to give you up-and-down roller coasters, you know? It's also that as you get older, you stop 'wanting' those ups and downs. Yup, too tiring... lmao
Yeah, kids.... ^^;;; I'm still probably the shortest with my kids... orz Because they do test your patience, and try to see where the boundaries are. XD
I'm glad the post sounds optimistic... I had no idea nor intention to make it in any certain way... lol We'll talk more when we meet! :'3
Oh, Jas sister you, you know your sis doesn't drink alcohol, don't you? XD OK, maybe I can do plum wine, we'll see... lmao
While I'm not a teetotaler, I have a pathetically low tolerance... this only means one bottle will go a long way for us XDD Alternatively, you could get a glass of juice while I look cool with my sake *rofl*
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PS...sounds like you're approaching zen <3
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Of course I love you, Mother!! <3
Approaching Zen? Ohhhhh no. On the contrary..... lol
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...when we talked in the past, I was mostly talking (and whining) about myself
I always missed the chance to tell you that I venerate you and your way of thinking.
You are very smart woman and I see nothing strange in your entry here.
No it's more the other way around, I see things that are making me reflect (you always do that!).
Especially the "bird"-part... I never thought of something like that, but it's true.
We see it, we know it, we don't think about it... probably because we have seen it a thousands times, so why should it be special?
I can't say that I can comprehend everything you say... I guess my way of thinking is way to different, especially accepting myself will always something fail in while trying
but that doesn't mean that I can't learn from you. I will come again and read your words again...
I wish you a wonderful trip to Japan!
Maybe it will free your mind.
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I've thought about you, hope you're doing OK.
You know, let me be the first to tell you that I'm no wise woman... lol
I wrote the things in this post not because I'm great at practicing them, but because they are the things that I keep reminding myself of, in order to center myself whenever necessary.
If anything I say helps you see things from different perspectives, then I'm glad.
But like I said in the post, I'm just a flawed person, trying to move forward in life in a positive direction rather than bad. :'3
Thank you so much. I'm really hoping the trip will be a fun distraction for me right now.
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we miss you sis <3<3<3
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I'm just in a very strange place in my life right now, I guess..
I wish it were 'good' weird in my case, but so far, it has been more 'bad' weird than good. :/
I'm sure your weird is good weird, at least mostly! ^^
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*high five* I really wish more people understood this concept. :)
Hope things get less messy for you in future!
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Thanks so much, I sure hope so! :"3
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Regardless, I don't think I've reached your level of generosity towards others. I'm still quick to judge and can't shake that cynicism. But being a mother has made me more accepting and enduring, at least I have stopped shooting evil glares at every screaming kid I meet in the mall. Wahahaha! Trying not to wring Peanut's neck when she's testing my patience has been a great lesson in endurance XDD
I love the tone of this post ^^d At least the optimism and determination is back, you'll make it, sis!
Can't wait for Japan! It'll be fabulous!! We must definitely do the sake-sipping at our balcony. Hohoho!
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Yeah, kids.... ^^;;;
I'm still probably the shortest with my kids... orz
Because they do test your patience, and try to see where the boundaries are. XD
I'm glad the post sounds optimistic... I had no idea nor intention to make it in any certain way... lol
We'll talk more when we meet! :'3
Oh, Jas sister you, you know your sis doesn't drink alcohol, don't you? XD
OK, maybe I can do plum wine, we'll see... lmao
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You, evil, evil woman.... lmao
OK, juice for me... XD
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