i just released a bunch of replies and NONE of them are appearing ( Read more... )

ok, to bring everyone up to speed ( Read more... )

spine xrays show that DJD has progressed to my spine...eventually will need surgery...eh, at least i knew it was coming one day ( Read more... )

neurontin dosage has been reduced because it turns me into a major idiot...but still have moments when logic escapes me, but getting used to doing things that require full on brainiac a go-go before i take my medication ( Read more... )

happy birthday, william...hope you have had a super day ( Read more... )

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i'm still alive...and today, i especially feel it ( Read more... )

...i turned 44 on 1/11 -- i am now going to start celebrating the count of years until i die.

it is the thousandth forgetting of a dream dreamt a thousand times and forgotten a thousand times, and who can damn us merely for forgetting for the thousandth time?" ~ Kafka

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~in december, i went to spent some solo, silent spiritual time in a cabin in colorado...when i went to the main ( Read more... )

If programming languages were religions ( Read more... )