i fucking hate the way my mind works. i blew off something totally perfect for something that's never going to happen and, now two months later i realize what an idiot i am! what the fuck was i thinking?!?! now i am going to be kicking myself forever. on a lighter note, I WANNA BE A "PARTY ASIAN" !!!
i need to leave tucson, this town never and still doesn't have anything to offer me. everything i ever had here is broken. it's just a blatant sign i need to leave and start over.