No bones left to pick up

[exit34]

I can't tell if the fact it happened is making me so so exhausted, or if it's from all the drinking I've done to try and cope with it

Comments

[lesslethargic]

fuck andy - im so sorry!
i think the answer is simple - cocaine does shitty things to people. and better yet, the crap people do in this city isnt even cocaine - so let me say, drano does shitty things to people.

youve got to chalk it up to that. youre a badass and dont forget it.

[exit34]

Thanks dude! I don't want to create the impression that it was drug use that tore our band apart. I believe people can do whatever the hell they want with thier lives and I always turned my head when it was around me. It was however, one of the many small differcs I had with that ceratin person and small things start to add up.

I'll be fine.

I've already started talking to some other people about a new band that will change the fucking world!

[useafork]

im so sorry you feel bad. you shouldnt think that its you and you shouldnt think that you are inadequate - i dont think you guys fit together that well - and the nose to the mirror thing will catch up with the owner of that nose for sure. I can see it coming. I think its better this happened now than later when you had truly vested a ton of time and not had a job in a long time. anyway, i heard about it last week and i meant to say something. so im saying it now.

[exit34]

Thanks Lauren. The more I think about it, it was probably for the best. It just pisses me off that neither Matt or Josh have called to talk to me about. If it really wasn't a persaonal decision on thier part then they need to call me to try and patch things up, right now it might be too late.

Hope to see ya soon Tits Ray!