for those of you that dont really know what im talking about on the last entry,here is some Past life of mine. I used to live in mass with my dad and his gf annete.. I wasn't a bad kid..but I wasn't perfect.. Everyday I got yelled at basically. He never payed attention to me. Never cared..couple days before christmas.. he decides that he dosen't ( Read more... )

Well fine,oviously you dont love me,you dont care wheater I do good or bad.So if you dont want me as your son then fine. You never fucking ever cared and you still dont. I'm sorry I was born.

.....I'm crying....and I feel so alone...

I deleted the last entry only cause I thought it through..I have friends..I just feel left out sometimes..but I have friends that love me and another thing is that soon this chinc right here will be driving,so watch out!lol I mean I fall down the stairs every day,I think i'm problly gonna get into an car crash..o well! INSURANCE!..i think thats how ( Read more... )

heh,I love ya'll..

Jordan bought this cool cd from this band called Yeah Yeah Yeahs..heres lyrics to one song from them I like ( Read more... )

...fuck you life...

IT's really late,today was ok. I hung out wiht Jon today,acually I should say yesterday. It was fun,I tried out for 2 comunities.

Vacation so far has been ok..mostly I had alot of time to myself. It's almost over though. Damn it. I can't really typ right now I'm sleepy,I shall continue later,as for now..good mourning..

hmm..today you couald say was day of shall we say..blank? Yes blank. Appearing or causing to appear dazed, confounded, or nonplussed. Imagine doing nothing,not moving,not talking ,not listening to music, nothing. I felt blank..I basically was staring at ceiling for hours..basically in deep thought. I think dead people have more fun. As I was in ( Read more... )

MR.SHAWN IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What is this feeling I have?Loneliness. Lots of friends but I never do anything with them,except like once in a great while. But its not that why I feel like this. I wish I had someone to embrace..someone to hold me close to them. Will I find her? I dont know. I hope I do soon though because I hate feeling like this ( Read more... )