Damn it.

[exitxmusic]

I really wanted to watch Bottle Rocket but ever since I hooked up the Gamecube I can't figure out how to get the DVD player hooked up again. I'm dumb, and movie-less

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[blushingallover]

Sometimes I get a little confused at what people think of me versus how I think of myself. I don't usually worry about being too mean until stuff like that comes up, and then I get self-conscious and worried about how I come across to people.

I think this is a 20something thing because it's taken me by storm in the last year or so. That's why I'm always stammering and contradicting myself and getting flustered on subjects I was always totally sure of before. And why I then get really cranky and like, Fuck it, everyone shut up so I can just do how I do.

Someone outside is screaming like they're getting murdered and it's freaking me out.

I tried to keep it down :( Sorry

[exitxmusic]

Yeah, I've since decided that I don't really care, people are gonna think what they want. And I'm sensitive when I need to be, I think. I'm mad because this was such a stupid post and I was going to delete it when I woke up but there were already comments, goddamn people who get up before 1pm.

[illconn]

It's just Kitty Genovese outside, no big deal.

[exitxmusic]

Damn it, now I feel like a terrible person.