One Day At a Time...

[exmachina83]

At least that's what I've been telling myself. Things'll get better. Just take it one day at a time. There are days when I'm just genuinely happy and can make it through w/o spending the majority of my day thinking. When I do think, it's usually NEVER about one specific thing...which can be rather bothersome. Usually I catch myself thinkin' about

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[pisceskitty315]

Hi, well I can certainly relate precisely to what you are saying, its not even funny. For a while I was dealing with everything fine I guess its because I was keeping everything in the back of my head. But no, it resurfaced and its still there. I have an idea of what I want but everything just seems so uncertain because everything I thought is no longer there. Its like you wanting and hoping or believing you know what you are doing and then one day everything is no longer there. You have to start almost all over...by yourself. It truly is alien...well for me atleast...Just know that someone in Chicago knows exactly the way you feel...We will deal with it.

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[exmachina83]

Deal w/it, we shall. You know...maybe one day, a huge spacecraft will come and my "real parents" (alien-life forms)will pick me up? :) lol. Yeah, that's it! Ah well, things like this only make us stronger I suppose. I'm so worn out. Physically and emotionally. I haven't felt this in a long time. Taking a semester off school helped to a degree, but getting back into the swing of things isn't so smooth either. I only got 3hrs. sleep, then got up at about 8am, got to school at 9am and stayed there 'till 7pm :( Jeez. I get home and it's practically "bedtime" lol. What a fucked up schedule. How've you been KrIzTy? What'cha been up to? "Chicago" always triggers some kind of memory...today's no exception. I remember when I was about 6-7yrs. old I used to call Buckingham Fountain, "Fuckingham Fountain" lol! It was then and there that I truely learned a lesson in being proper and humility. But, those were the years...those were the wonder years. God, I'm tired. Take care :)

~Sergio