Oh, and did i mention what an awesome day i had?

oh yeah, and i really need new headphones

and it used to be always the same damn fucking thing over and over again

Next week this will have cleared, and new things will have come up. Where are the people i have been looking for? do you really intend to stay home? because i just can't find you there.

Remember that i actaully do not like you.

I hate nasty things. If only everything was matching and perfect and not shitty. That would be so cool.

and now i have to do something i hate to do just to make it through. people are fucking dumb sometimes.

And yes, i remember people and the genuinely nice things they say to me or thoughtful gestures they've made really quite well.

And it seems i can't go online late at night too much now. (however that does not indicate that i have forgotten you) this is probably a good thing to some extent....

11:47pm, Wed, June 2nd, 2004 ( Read more... )