DAY SIX 💫 #34 A Good Day in One Hundred

[exohousewarming]

Prompt number : 34
Title : A Good Day in One Hundred
Pairing : D.O./Kai
Rating : NC-17
Warning : (if any) self-harm, blood, underage drinking, depression, rimming, blindfolds, body worship, a liiiiiiitle bit of breathplay and foot fetish if you squint and hold it at a distance
Word count : 4,715
Summary: Kyungsoo convinced himself that

Comments

[hoyayayaya]

oh my. that really tugged at my heartstrings. i hated jongin at first - the words he told kyungsoo when they broke up but he redeemed himself towards the middle and the end. he's just really trying his best to be understanding and to be there for kyungsoo. and your kyungsoo. oh gosh. the way you wrote about his depression. how it just creeps into him. i really feel for him :(

thank you for writing this story. i love how hopeful it sounded at the last paragraph :')

[ddoublejjong]

This story really got me feeling a lot of emotions gosh. Kyungsoo's character is something very relatable because at some point of time, we would all feel that whatever we thought was enough just isn't enough anymore and because we got thrown into the realisation so abruptly, we don't know how to react to it.

I really liked how you got Jongin to say the exact same line a few years later. It impacted me really greatly. That particular scene and your ending paragraph both got me really overwhelmed and choked up on my emotions. A great job done author!!

[jonginspuppy]

wow i can feel the emotion from this fic...
it happens all the time when you think it's just not enough tho there is someone who really loves you
i'm glad jongin decided to always be there for kyungsoo <33

[chensubs]

u know what???? self harm au is my cup of tea!!!! i cried 3 times reading this story, first when kaisoo broke up, second when ksoo got his first cut, n the last one when ksoo cut himsel cuz jongin left in the early morning in their 1st wedding anniv i am so weak like so so so weak for self harm au n i love this story so much everything is pain in my ass

[dkyngsoo]

Reading this hurt my heart so much but it hurt me good. I cried a couple of times because of Kyungsoo's insecurities. I love that you focused on their feelings, their relationship. Their argument when they broke up was so realistic and relatable. And I could tell that neither of them meant to hurt each other, but Kyungsoo's own issues with himself, his uncertainty, made everything worse and feel so much more. I also loved how when he cut himself, it wasn't intentional, but that it made an impact on him, that later in life, when he was feeling trapped, even though he has a good life, he still feels incomplete, like he never healed at all. And maybe he doesn't. Even with the love he has, even with Jongin, he isn't fine... and it really breaks my heart because Jongin loves him so much, but Kyungsoo doesn't love himself enough. I know a lot of people live like this, having a humble life, or even everything they need, but they don't still feel whole. I wonder if Kyungsoo ever will, or if he will always be asking 'what if'.... it's sad that