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[exohxoh]

i dont even know who reads this , i don't even care .. im kind of in hopes that richard doesn't read this , i know he has an LJ , but i dont think he even remembers the password ( longgg time ago ) & has never mentioned to me that he reads mine..
 but , i seriously dont even know what happened tonight. this last week my feelings haven't been the

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[laurenlizzyq]

Rachelle, I am very very sorry honey. I know exactly how you feel....running away, hiding your face, wishing you were never around to have someone's heart strings get all tangled up in you....
but you can't, gotta face the music...and it sucks. but it will get better, I promise :) and you know you are always loved, no matter how low you feel. you have plenty to look forward to chelle. and don't you ever forget how much Lauren loves you :)
...'n you know I'm here if you wanna have a chat.

[exohxoh]

hey lauren.
it's quite alright.
im doing better today.
i still feel like a horrible person.
i want to erase everything in a way.
i wanna be back at WCA kinda , like i had planned this year.
be in Michigan. my dad and i hate it here.
grr. but anyways , thank you darling.
you know how much you are loved by me as well!
& yess .. our chats are always so great.
i will definitely hit you up if i am in need.
love you lauren so so much.
hope you & the boy are doing well <3