post #36

Dec 03, 2013 01:07

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Baekhyun/Kyungsoo anonymous December 2 2013, 17:35:53 UTC
Something nice like kyungsoo comforting baekhyun somehow? like i feel that they have that sort of constant bickering and but rly i love you kinda relationship and i want to see it in that sort of context? idk if i make sense ;-;

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Re: Baekhyun/Kyungsoo anonymous December 2 2013, 22:17:31 UTC
do you prefer if their relationship is romantic or is a platonic one ok as well?

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[fill] heart vacancy; baekhyun/d.o (1/?) anonymous December 8 2013, 23:03:28 UTC
im not poster who asked the Q/ but wowie this is prob not what you wanted there isn't much of the bickering side of the relationship here and it turned out a lot more bleh than i expected oh well sorry

Kyungsoo has never seen Baekhyun ‘sad’ before.

Kyungsoo thinks that maybe Baekhyun is one of those people who are incapable of being ‘sad’ because ‘sad’ just isn’t a word that they know. ‘Sad’ isn’t a word that applies to them because somehow, in some way, even though they’re human like everyone else, maybe they’re not really, not quite human because they’re incapable of the simplest emotion that’s so easy to feel and so hard to not. Baekhyun is a complex little thing who can hide his emotions and everything that he’s thinking and feeling under a grin full of teeth and gums and hooded dark eyes that don’t quite smile back and Kyungsoo knows Baekhyun well by now but he doesn’t know Baekhyun; he knows he doesn’t know Baekhyun as well as he thinks. Kyungsoo knows that Baekhyun is a twenty-one year old boy, birthday, May sixth, spring ( ... )

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Re: [fill] heart vacancy; baekhyun/d.o (2/?) anonymous December 8 2013, 23:05:23 UTC
Baekhyun bullshits a lot because Kyungsoo thinks that there might be a part of him that’s a compulsive liar and this is the biggest lie that he’s ever told. It’s so glaringly obvious that Baekhyun is not ‘okay’, that he’s not ‘happy’ and he’s ‘human’, finally, because idols can break into a million porcelain pieces at the touch of a word, and Kyungsoo doesn’t know what he’s supposed to do about it. He doesn’t know what he’s supposed to say; he’s never really been good at the whole comforting thing-Sehun, he can deal with because Sehun is alright after a hug, and Jongin’s easy; you just give him chicken and he’s glowing. Baekhyun is a puzzle that Kyungsoo hasn’t figured out how to crack yet, hasn’t even thought about how to solve because it’s never crossed his mind that he would have to ( ... )

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Re: [fill] heart vacancy; baekhyun/d.o (3/?) anonymous December 8 2013, 23:06:49 UTC
The ride home isn’t awkward, simply oddly quiet without Baekhyun squabbling with someone at the back like he usually does. Joonmyeon senses that something’s wrong-a leader’s intuition perhaps-and turns around, raising an eyebrow at Kyungsoo as Baekhyun lets out a particularly deep sigh. He mouths, What’s up with Baekhyun? and Kyungsoo shrugs because he doesn’t know either. He misses Baekhyun’s voice already; stuffs his earphones in and flicks to the What Is Love track on his iPod until the car pulls up in front of their dorm and Baekhyun disentangles their fingers and hops out of the car, staring at the floor, unable to meet his eyes. It’s a sort of unsettling, heavy sense of foreboding that settles upon them, something that they know is there but they can’t quite work out what it is and that’s what makes it scary. Kyungsoo hears Sehun whisper to Jongin, although he’s not really all that secretive about it, “What’s wrong with hyung?” and Jongin pushes him into the dorm and shrugs and says, “Don’t know ( ... )

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Re: [fill] heart vacancy; baekhyun/d.o (4/?) anonymous December 8 2013, 23:07:29 UTC
This is what Kyungsoo thinks ( ... )

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Re: [fill] heart vacancy; baekhyun/d.o (5/6) anonymous December 9 2013, 00:34:01 UTC
“You’re an idiot,” Kyungsoo decides to say. He can still see Baekhyun looking at him over Yixing’s shoulder and he stares back just as hard, his lips turned down into a small frown. There’s an invisible fizz; a spark of electricity that passes unnoticed through the air, that shoots down through his body like a warning or an I need you or a Later, please, I really want you, and Kyungsoo really can’t figure out which one it is because there’s a thin line between ‘need’ and ‘desire’ and ‘delusion’ and he knows he’s pushing the boundary. He probably shouldn’t but nothing’s the same anymore, not when Baekhyun is ‘lonely’ and the ‘sadness’ is pulling him in like the tide washing over the sand and pulling in broken pieces of driftwood and shells and hearts ( ... )

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Re: [fill] heart vacancy; baekhyun/d.o (6/6) anonymous December 9 2013, 00:35:06 UTC
“You don’t get it, Kyungsoo,” Baekhyun says and Kyungsoo’s chest feels wet, feel his shirt sticking to his skin with tears. “You don’t understand; that’s not what this is about. It’s about-god, I don’t even know. It’s about thinking that this was so easy, and then suddenly, it’s not, and it’s all overwhelming and big and scary, and I can’t handle it. It’s about how suddenly there’s all this pressure and expectations that are so high I can’t even reach them and it’s about how all I wanted to do was sing and now, what exactly am I supposed to do? I don’t even know, and that’s what’s so pathetic about this. Everything’s easy for you because you’ve known that it’s going to be like this for the past, like, four years, and you’re-you’re perfect, and I’m not. It’s like, suddenly, I’ve been thrown into this world where I’m supposed to just know how to survive on my own and it’s like I’ve suddenly just realised it except that I have no idea what I’m supposed to do and I just-I just, I just, I just ( ... )

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not OP but anonymous December 9 2013, 14:04:15 UTC
Kyungsoo likes having the control and power that comes with being ‘needed’ and he thinks that for all the stupid jibes and taunts they throw at each other, all he really wants is Baekhyun’s attention and approval and maybe just a little bit of his love

oh my god anon im-- pls reveal yourself let me love you long time this fic gave me life tonight and im crying and 'sad' and oddly satisfied at the ending im just-- gdi this is perfect and everything i needed ;u;

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Re: [fill] heart vacancy; baekhyun/d.o (6/6) anonymous December 9 2013, 14:19:47 UTC
you have the perfect headcanon of them omg????? bless♥

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Not op but anonymous December 12 2013, 00:30:10 UTC
This is all kinds of amazing. Wonderful interaction between the two.

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Re: [fill] heart vacancy; baekhyun/d.o (6/6) anonymous December 20 2013, 16:03:03 UTC
Oh my gosh, I LOOOOOOOVED this fic!! Your writing style is just beautiful, and I could so easily see this as a slice of real life. Just BEAUTIFUL!!! <3

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Re: Baekhyun/Kyungsoo [Fill] sleepydanceur December 8 2013, 23:52:10 UTC
I'm so so sorry i filled it too like literally just now, i dont mean to butt in ;A;

http://sleepydanceur.livejournal.com/2934.html

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