72 hours verse wherein yixing's number gets called twice/thrice (preferably k members eg baekhyun kyungsoo or sehun). at the fourth call, he gets to do it with lu han. limited third person pov--lu han
Re: Things That Matter (8/8)
anonymous
April 1 2013, 14:28:43 UTC
op here! cries yixing ;~~~~; i love baeklay amd taolay, so i'm glad you added it in! i cry for maknae too, having volunteered for his friend jongin even tho he didn't want to :( urgh askdhbsdal which explains the whole hurting yixing thing sobs
and the layhan ofc!! broke my heart to read lu han's flashbacks urgh that hurt the most t b h u__u still sobbing over yixing's transformation after everything TTTT the ending was perfect thank you ;n; not too cheesy and just the right amt of bffery ;n; thank you writernon!!!! /kisseus
Re: Things That Matter (8/8)
anonymous
April 2 2013, 13:49:42 UTC
so good and so emotionally charged, i kept thinking about this the whole day at work today ;3; Luhan was great here. I loved the end :3 i feel bad for tao too and asdfgh hope someone will write the conclusion to this whole chanyeol/tao and kris between them thing.
I have a question tho - did all of what Yixing list happen to him for real or was it what Sehun said to break him down? :/
Re: Things That Matter (8/8)
anonymous
April 2 2013, 17:09:35 UTC
Thank you! Yes, I hope that too.
And to answer your question: You can of course interpret it any way you like. In my head, he did not do those things for real and Sehun didn't say them. (He only abused him physically. But wow, that's a really interesting, and frightening, thought that Sehun somehow made him believe those things about himself!) I wanted it to be some kind of twisted coping mechanism to protect himself from emotional harm, like, he convinced himself that he acts like a 'slut' and that he does it willingly and has done so before. But he doesn't really believe it himself, that's why, when he notices Lu Han crying, he tells Lu Han he'll stop. Hope this makes sense ^^ If there's anything you don't understand, feel free to ask.
Re: Things That Matter (8/8)
anonymous
April 2 2013, 20:23:24 UTC
Ty for answering :3 Mm, it makes sense. I just jumped to a conclusion that Sehun could have abuse him verbally too, maybe as a reaction to having watched others go through Yixing before and that being some type of weird coping mechanism for HIM.
Fuck, I can't get over this fic. Hoping to find out your identity soon so I can go through your archive for more fics ;3;
Re: Things That Matter (8/8)
anonymous
April 3 2013, 02:20:18 UTC
Going to post soon ^.~ I don't have an archive yet but for now you can find my Exo fics here --> http://sonyeoncheonji.livejournal.com/?poster=eoryndal Rated fics are only accessible to comm members but chances are you are one? Come say hi if you want~ <3
Reply
and the layhan ofc!! broke my heart to read lu han's flashbacks urgh that hurt the most t b h u__u still sobbing over yixing's transformation after everything TTTT the ending was perfect thank you ;n; not too cheesy and just the right amt of bffery ;n; thank you writernon!!!! /kisseus
Reply
i feel bad for tao too and asdfgh hope someone will write the conclusion to this whole chanyeol/tao and kris between them thing.
I have a question tho - did all of what Yixing list happen to him for real or was it what Sehun said to break him down? :/
Reply
Yes, I hope that too.
And to answer your question: You can of course interpret it any way you like. In my head, he did not do those things for real and Sehun didn't say them. (He only abused him physically. But wow, that's a really interesting, and frightening, thought that Sehun somehow made him believe those things about himself!) I wanted it to be some kind of twisted coping mechanism to protect himself from emotional harm, like, he convinced himself that he acts like a 'slut' and that he does it willingly and has done so before. But he doesn't really believe it himself, that's why, when he notices Lu Han crying, he tells Lu Han he'll stop.
Hope this makes sense ^^ If there's anything you don't understand, feel free to ask.
Reply
Mm, it makes sense. I just jumped to a conclusion that Sehun could have abuse him verbally too, maybe as a reaction to having watched others go through Yixing before and that being some type of weird coping mechanism for HIM.
Fuck, I can't get over this fic. Hoping to find out your identity soon so I can go through your archive for more fics ;3;
Reply
Rated fics are only accessible to comm members but chances are you are one? Come say hi if you want~ <3
Reply
Leave a comment