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but im on the outside, and im looking in...
everything has become worse with the family situation. when im home and awake long enough...i will use this as my venting stage. goodnight. -
But I don't want somebody, who's loving everybody...
ahhh what a fun couple days ive had! sunday i ran into brendan at the gym, so i told him to forget the messages from friday. was like a 2 second talk, he said ok, that was that. well 2 hours later i get a call from him. hes like why were you so sketch at the gym? i was like "well we're not supposed to be talking right? it was drunken texting, just ( Read more... ) -
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything...
well last night was, special. I went out with a couple of my girls. one who I have a new AMAZING found friendship with and the other who i cannot stand anymore because she's a slut...plain and simple. she has a kid, an incredible boyfriend, and she's now met a new guy she's stringing along and messing around with while telling us she's still head ( Read more... ) -
This is my last chance, to ease, the fire...
it seems there's nothing going on in my life right now. I'm kind of bored with everything and really feel i need to change some thing up. im not too sure what to change, or how to change it yet. but life just seems so...DULL! as of today, i vow to do something DIFFERENT than my normal routine, each day. Today, I am going to visit a friend and her ( Read more... ) -
yes, i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all...
Its been a whirlwind of shit going on. i went to florida and had the time of my life. people there are so much more friendlier than they are here. im kind of sick of the snobby attitude this place has. its pretty gross ( Read more... ) -
Sorry, I cannot hear you, I'm kinda busy...
well in the last couple of weeks, ive hung out with brendan quite often. he came out to meet me on monday, then out again with me last night and tonight i went over to his place. tomorrow we're gym'ing together. hes going to circuit train me...im excited yet sure hes going to push me hard lol. ive come to figure out why he always wants me to go ( Read more... ) -
never lyin, truth teller...
i swear this song cracks me up sooo much ( Read more... ) -
And all the time you were telling me lies...
i am so so so so soooooo angry at myself at the moment. I have a friend who lives in florida. i have a friend here, my "bestie" who used to live in florida. anyway i looked at plane tickets and they were cheap...i mean DIRT cheap. so i decided hey im gonna go visit in march. i also tell my bestie and say "listen this is where im going, dont know if ( Read more... ) -
So, tonight, i'm gonna find a way to make it, without you...
Im pretty sure my family is retarded ( Read more... )