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exoticbliss

G O O D B Y E

Mar 05, 2005 00:42

Im going crazy. I just want to express myself without my mother crushing all my hopes,my father watching in disappointment,my sister slapping reality in my face,disgracing my muslim friends,having people watching my every step and wanting me to fail miserably.Just let me breath on my own and understand im human and im supposed to make fucked up ( Read more... )

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lessthanhammy March 4 2005, 22:57:57 UTC

"Yet I wonder with much amazement--As i was laying like a vegetable in the ICU only but a couple of days ago, why I didn't just go then? Why God didn't just let me die like i let him die inside of me...With How close my dad was why didn't he slap me and spit in my face...He only carried me in his arms straight through all those random awful dreams and dropped me---Bewildered I am to find out that I'm still alive."

It isn't your time yet, Sumera. I don't know what you're going through and I don't know what point of view you approach your life from, but remember that there will always be people on your side. If some people stand in the way of your dreams then don't let them get to you. All negativity is based in fear, and you need to let go of whatever is holding you back and do what you must to become what you want to be.

And hurting yourself won't help either. Step out of the box that is your life and look at it like an outside observer. Find out what the problems are and make all the changes you can to make life better for youYou ( ... )

I want to kiss you so bad right now exoticbliss March 6 2005, 19:12:55 UTC

"Your father is with God, and because of that he is incapable of dissappointment. They stand together watching you, earthly and heavenly fathers beaming with pride. He knows the mistakes you are going to make before you make them, Sumera. And He knows the lessons they will teach you. Heaven will always be on your side if you follow your heart. Nor will heaven turn its back on you unless it is your time. Everything happens for a reason."

*TEARS*
Youre absolutely right about everything
and after watching magnolia and reading what you and jessie said im feeling alot better now

i_like_jessie_f March 5 2005, 06:55:04 UTC

"Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one."

the one aboves already said everything that needs to be said. Take care kiddo <3.

Feeling Better exoticbliss March 6 2005, 19:05:29 UTC

I like that quote alot; makes sense
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thanks sweetheart