1 of the worse kinda guys I Know: Shallow, Sarcastic, utterly confused, Dishonest, Disrespectful, incompleted moral, no sense of self worth to be accepting of self love, seeks an empty life of riches;"Everything is Nothing", Feels he has to follow in the footsteps of his father rather than master the art of being true to himself and living through ( Read more... )

Why do ppl treat the ones they know care about them the most like shit?

I am so tired of feeling this way. Tired of doing this to myself and everyone else around me that loves me.....it all starts when something comes over me and strips me of all my control, all my composure, all my power, and all my dignity. I don't want this to be a part of me anymore. It only has me miserable and continuously embarassed. How do I ( Read more... )

I miss the guy and it hasn't even been two weeks yet. Whenever I think of him, I always stop to wonder what he might possibly be doing, saying, or seeing that very moment. He has been blessed with the gift of what I am sure was a very much needed and well deserving of a vacation, traveling to what I am assuming must be an Island of some of Nature's ( Read more... )

What do you do when u're in love with someone that isn't quite in love with you?...Wait and stay patient in hopes that they may eventually fall in love with you? Or do you work at trying to fall out of love with them? Isn't that kind of considered...giving up? and what if He suddenly falls in love the minute I fall out of love? What then? Is it ( Read more... )

I wish I knew the secret of acquiring an inner peace when I know that some form of hell lurks in the corner of someone's lil'world. How do u go on with your day in luxury knowing the innocence that has been consumed by the misery of poverty. How do u remain sane knowing that insanity is oh so relentless in its claim for the minds of our loved ones ( Read more... )

She is jus a young lady wasting her most valuable years safely locked away behind the thoughts of her mind. No companion to share her world with, No love life to give her everything to, No true relationship, and the worst of it, she is responsible as she thrives in being left alone. This lonely path that she is choosing only leads to a very bleak ( Read more... )

It is a constant state of Fear brought on by a total lack of security that is the very core of the Negativity that riddles my very being. Where do I begin to start the process of rescuing my spirit, my once truly compassionately positive Nature from the evil that will paralyze me no longer but give me a much needed renewed sense of life and frame ( Read more... )

Well....I can not believe that a new year is only 2 months from now.....life goes by way too quickly. I haven't been up to much of anything lately.....nothing but working and going to school, reading The Chronicles of Narnia,the movies, and some new cds. A lot of stupid shit (like being disappointed and heartbroken) hasn't had me as focused as I ( Read more... )

The soft , shimmery black silk is enticingly cool up against my skin. I stand there in a room that is serenely lit by the sweetly exotic scented candles that are burning away. The wind blows, the rain falls, the thunder sends chills from head to toe and has me captured in the mystical moment. The deeply red , white tipped, hugely bloomed roses are ( Read more... )