Itching to scream

[exoticseraph]

Why is it that life likes to play with your emotions? First, it pulls you down. Then, it brings you up for a short time. Then, it pulls you back down again. What a fucking joke. I'm tired of my family and the way they treat me. I'm tired of having to second guess myself on everything because i'm so afraid to make the wrong decision. Or think the

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[artificialamore]

*hug*

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[exoticseraph]

Hehe...that's all I get...?

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[artificialamore]

i'm sorry sweetie. I really didnt know what to say, so I hugged you. I know it sucks to be in your house, maybe we could do something sometime to get you out?

[vxdustbunniexv]

hehe, I know what you mean, you just have to learn to ignore the critisism and listen to yourself. It's not easy though, I'm still working on it too... and I have discovered that it can tend to make parents even angrier at you... but oh well, I'm not gonna be living with mom much longer, and I need to learn how to make decisions on my own and be able to put my faith in those decisions and myself or else I won't be able to make it on my own. besides, life is about making mistakes for the purpose of learning from them, which is something that my mom is always telling me, but she keeps trying to hold me back and won't let me make those mistakes!! O_o parents are so confusing!!