I now know what it feels like to be R. Kelly.................

Today I shot a gun for the first time. Actually I shot two guns, many times. A Smith and Wesson 22 and a Beretta 9. I am a badass...

Guns are totally weird. And really easy to get your hands on.

I also aquired about 25 really kitschy targets of various kinds. art project

I was having a good day yesterday, everything was going well, until... I got drunk. I am no longer allowed to drink. Drinking leads to drugs, clubs, and strangers. Had to skip class today and pretend to be sick to my mother so I could sleep at her house during the day today. I feel so shitty, it's ridiculous. I'm not drinking or going out ( Read more... )

I have completely entered I don't give a fuck mode. I just sent a myspace message to a guy in my class to see if he wants to go to an anatomy show with me. I've talked to him maybe four times, for about 5 minutes a piece with lots of pauses and awkward slilences in each. Fuck it, the worst can happen is that he says no and lies about why. If so ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHH. Why do I always feel compelled to tell everyone that I have a crush on that I have a crush on them? Feeling very nervous and jittery. Didn't really get a response to my comment. So, whatever, probably another rejection. Chalk that one up. Oh well, we shall see, I guess. I hate stuff.

So, I just got home and had to walk from the N train cause the R was all, nah I don't feel like showing up even though it's still before midnight. It is sooooooo brick outside that I've decided the only way to make myself warm is to carbo load on mac and cheese and lie in my bed watching dvds. Six Feet Under season four, holla!!!!! I think my ( Read more... )

uggghhhhh. I got three hours of sleep and am now done with all my classes for the semester. Woo hoo!! Too bad my break is only two weeks long, and I have an end of the semester critique on wednesday with two professors I don't know. Oh and almost no one has good things to say about the crits. I hope they're not mean enough to make me cry. Oh ( Read more... )

I can smoke in my new room ( Read more... )

I've moved my stuff in and I'm almost finished unpacking. I think I really need to paint the walls they are way too bright white, except of course for the mint green walls. The mint green goes really well with my furniture. I'm really excited to be living here but at the same time I'm really nervous and am treading lightly. I feel kind of ( Read more... )

To someone on the phone, "When you come to NY, we can have sex."

To someone in person, "You just like me cause I'm easy."

yup. alcohol. yup.

my whole body aches.

So, I'm moving to Queens today. I'm sooo stoked! My room is way bigger than the one I've been living in. It has tons of windows, a big closet and I can paint the walls if I want. Fuck yeah, perfect. I even have space to paint, which is soooo exicting. I have to figure out what to do with used paint thinner, since you can't just dump it where ( Read more... )