Haha...barely hours after he tells me I'm so apathetic I'm not a human, Do I even have human emotions, there I am, lying in the same spot again, tears rolling. So not only do I have emotions, but they're basically irrational, so I've been crying the past couple days, so what. Sadness is just another emotion just like pain is just another sensation ( Read more... )

"Yeah, you can explain it all away. Every one of them. But it's too much...there's too many. You make people want to love you. You wrote, No one wants to give away their last secret; but it's not true. Everyone wants to give away every piece of themselves. But you, you're different. You're a mystery, keeping us an arm's length away. You hold ( Read more... )

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So for once, I am not thinking about any problems of mine. Not thinking about love, money, boys, sex, weight, girls. I am content, I am happy, and I've found it all within myself ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty sure you shredded me, and I think I'm not used to this so my body turns it into a physical pain, and I can feel my organs burning into ash, the flames licking the inside of my body from my neck to my waist.

Maybe you're just lonely like the rest of them, but don't call me beautiful.

Aw, you're just a beautiful little disappointment. At least I can say I'm progressing, I think. Yeah...life works best with no expectations.

Someone please rise to the occasion!

Sunday I slept you away but I'm not sure how many more times I can do this.

I figure with all my pacing steps I should walk a straight line and end up some place other than where I started.

I was thinking that maybe everything was upside-down but I knew if I tried to fix it I'd spill it all. And now I've gone and changed my mind again ( Read more... )

Someone inspire me? But when you love a sinking stone ( Read more... )

I remember when you used to sob and apologize for never marrying into the happy suburban life.

And when you used to scream at me
you won't even cry! why don't you cry!
you never even have the DECENCY TO SHED TEARS,
you fucking robot.