so much has happened since i last checked this thing. jason and i have split due to MY craziness. I can't continue to hurt him because of my own issues...he has his own...it hurts so bad not to be able to fall into his arms when things get hard. Amanda-monster has takin my place and it hurts like hell but there isnt much i can do...just get drunk ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a really long time...probably because i am partial to my space but oh well. I am exausted and soooo sick of school. I dont see myself graduating...ever....AHH ( Read more... )

what has happened to my so called "group of friends"?? I don't understand how somthing so great and so..well great could turn upside down. Everything was fucking PERFECT for so long and it is begining to fall apart. I am torn between two people i love DEARLY and have to listen to them talk shit about eachother all the time. Everyone is mad at ( Read more... )

my computer is SHIT!!....GRRR

You spurn my natural emotions ( Read more... )

Yesterday was sweetest day...yup. Jason came over with shelah and we went to the parlor. We were going to rent a movie and go to check out halloween usa and get some dinner....we ended up arguing for about an hour then he let me drive his car to burgar king and we watched some T.V. and did some making out. It was nice spending that time with him ( ( Read more... )

Yep...So once again i am complaining about summer being over...I am happy it is fall and halloween is just around the corner but alot of things happened to me this summer that I will never forget. Thing that have either changed me or been a huge change in my life...Like how I felt when I first started dating jason. It was really exciting because we ( Read more... )

so i skipped school today. I couldn't bring myself to get up and go. I even skipped out on wearing a toga. but it was fun to spend a day with jason. we took my car to ann arbor to drop off scott and then we hung out at his house untill 2:15pm. It was a really good day if i do say so. I am looking forward to school tomarrow though. I'm really bored ( Read more... )

today was not all out so bad...not very eventfull but ok none the less. Jason picked me up after i got out of the shower and what not. He was quite a dollie today. I love it when he is happy:). I rode with him to pick up scott out in napolean. shelah went with us too. then i came home and started on my toga. Thatsrihgt ladies and Gents, i shal be ( Read more... )

well i have been siting on this computer for about 3 1/2 hours now. and still havent really figured out any thing to do....blahh....

well maybe i'll get up and take a shower....start making calls to people to see whats up.