got the new alkaline trio cd: crimson. It's alright, kind of a let down. Its more like a sequel to Good Mourning rather than going anywhere new. Good Mourning was a decent cd for music standards but the weakest Alk3 cd so that doesn't bold well for Crimson. I might just have to wait to get a full polished cd when it comes out ( Read more... )

god i keep reading old livejournals. I love them so much. I miss you maggie more than anything in this world. I will never get over you.

god i am such a wreck. I said so many mean things on my last entry. I thought I could get over you by being mean and it will just make things worse. I read our conversation history from msn. All the good and the bad. I love you so much and it hurts that you are over me. So many good times, so many. Why does it have to happen this way.

I would be so much better off 6 feet underground ( Read more... )

At the center of the world ( Read more... )

I really don't know where to go from all of this.

Today in my room I was just looking through old things, photos, journals, notes etc. I looked under my bed and saw this pyschology book I accidently kept from Mr. Schlosser. I saw something sticking out, it looked like a plant but I wasn't for sure. I opened it and found a wilted flower. I picked it up and it just crushed to pieces and I cried. I ( Read more... )

My room has never been so lonely. Sitting against the closet, all I have left is memories and thoughts. I am pathetic. I never want to get close to anyone anymore, I will just get my heart stomped on. I layed on my bed last night with the window shade open just looking at the sky, wishing I had moved. I don't know why things are hitting me so hard ( Read more... )

you arent worse than me maggie. Sometimes I lie to people to make up for how pathetic I got missing you. I never went to parties and got drunk, not once. I never went on dates trying to get over you. I never had sex with other people or made out anything like that. I am posting this to show everyone I told that, that I lied about it. Maggie, I told ( Read more... )

people take me for granted, fuck them. One day i will not be there I swear to god I won't. Take advantage of my feelings and crush them, and yet I am in love with you. fuck you.