Well hello there all of you wonderful people who may or may not be reading these! I woke up at 5:45 am today (for no reason), so I thought I would take the 7 am bus to Antigua instead of the 8 am ( Read more... )

Hello all! I feel like it has been forever since I last wrote. Not having the internet except once a week is surprisingly easier than I thought! Anywho, much has happened since I last wrote ( Read more... )

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Well today at 1 Doña Eulalia will be picking me up from my hotel and traveling to a town not even the post office has hear of. It´s 11 now so I gotta get my butt in gear. Speaking of butts, haha, that is gross but speaking of butts I definetely got food poisoning from that lettuce and tomato yesterday. It was not a fun evening. I sat in the hotel ( Read more... )

Well here I am in Antigua. My flights were both easy, I was picked up without a hitch, and I got to Antigua about 9 pm, I think. Though, I´m still confused about the time. I don´t know what time zone I´m in. But that is a minor detail. Last night was rough because I couldn´t call Zach or my parents and I was alone in a dark strange city. But today ( Read more... )

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What an insane streak of calm, quite unnecessarily and unexpectedly. I should be working on a paper due on Friday. I am sick. And instead, I have this eery sense of calm and contemplation ( Read more... )

It is so strange, this phase I am in. I know that I don't want a typical life and I all of a sudden I feel all this pressure to get a job and settle down and live this typical life in which I will feel trapped for the rest of my earthly existence. I don't want it. No one in particular is pressuring me, but I feel like when you graduate from college ( Read more... )

Life hates me. I am convinced. I just feel like life is getting me down. Today I was informed that I shouldn't go on the bike trip by a neurologist. While I was crying about that, I began to read an email that said my Summa Cum Laude paper needed to be revised. On top of that, two writers backed out on me for my page of the newspaper, and my best ( Read more... )

Seriously, what have I ever fucking done to her but cry with her, wipe up her puke, and be there for her? This isn't fair. I didn't do anything yet she can make me feel like a shitty person, and for weeks after her latest outburst. It's not fair. I am so angry. I am finally letting myself be angry at her. I think I deserve it ( Read more... )