so i've been gettting really angry at people really esily lately and it's driving me mad. people i think i can trust make me not want to trust them. people tell me one thing and then do the other. people make me feel like they aren't really my friend, i'm just someone who does shit for them. i'm getting really really tired. i can't keep putting ( Read more... )

friday
i left my house at 4:00 to make it to the bank in time. i ended up at ksc at 5:00, way too early, so i picked up megan and we went on a date at friendlys. we ordered more food than we could eat and then split a straberry shortcake sunday. so fucking good. then i tried to tie a cherry stem with my tounge again. this went on for quite a while ( Read more... )

so, i re-joined face the jury just for shits and giggles (and one more thing to do when i'm bored) so i have one vote thus far making me a 10. that's a nice thing to be. haha love is dead. i of course used that picture i use for everything. i should take more some day. that day will be when my brother asks for his laptop back and i use my computer ( Read more... )

last night i forgot to talk about the badass customer who came in. he was totally decked out in a "scarey death metal" outfit. he was huge with long hair. he approached the register like he wanted me to be scared. but the most badass aspect of this guy was the fact that he pumped not $6.50, not $7.00, but $6.66 worth of gas.

bad.ass.so me, lisa, ( Read more... )

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so a shitty end to a mediocre day i guess ( Read more... )

i'd make you something beautiful but knowing you, you'd never listen.

[i know]: i'm not good enough
[i want]: him to notice me
[i have]: too much free time
[i wish]: i was someone else
[i hate]: myself
[i miss]: everyone
[i fear]: everything
[i love]: too easily
[i ache]: in my heart
[i care]: too much
[i always]: wish i was somewhere else
[i ( Read more... )

so i went through and tried to clean out my friends list and add people i've been meaning to add but never got around to. it's not that easy to do though. i was gonna delete everyone whose list i wasn't on but some people i still want to keep on and blah blah blah ( Read more... )

sometimes i have guts.. and it's good

current downloads while i have access to a decent computer:

The format: tune out
The format: give it up (acoustic) -
The format: one shot, two shots
The format: even better yet
The format: lets make this moment a crime
The format: piano song
I hate myself: urban barbie
I hate myself: pervert ( Read more... )

i need to get the hell out of here ( Read more... )