a beautiful but sad day

[explosivebeauty]

We just buried Uncle Bill today. It was an extremly sad day for all of us. I mean he has done so much for us and it was sad that he had to go. So many emotions are bottled up right now. I am in the lib so i am trying not to shead any tears but yea. Who can i go to? I mean there is no one there. My family but they are experiencing the same thing

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[fifairies]

my grandmother passed away last year, right before christmas. i couldn't make it to her funeral because it was finals week for me. and i think the only reason i got through that sanely was because of jorge. so i guess i was pretty lucky. but i don't think there's anything anyone can say that'll really make a difference. cuz when people try and sympathize, in the end, they aren't the ones going through it, so who are they to really tell you how it is? i felt it was harder for me because she passed away and i couldn't go see her... i still sometimes can't face the reality of her death because i wasn't there. and then one of my sisters told me how her grandmother died in her arms... i think the time that people pass away, is the time to think the most about them, to remember how much you loved them, so that it can help them on their way to wherever it is they're going. who really knows? but as much as jorge was there for me, it didn't make it hurt any less... it just stopped me from crying any more. and then i would again. i'm not the