Yes, I'm still alive...

[exposed_enigma]

I know I haven't written in this journal or any journal for a very long time. I guess I've been feeling a little antisocial ever since college started or since high school ended, but why can't a person keep to themself without appearing stuck up? I don't really feel the need to find that place where I "fit in" with other people, yet, at the same

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[leboshi]

:)

Goodness, I miss you. You as a friend as well as you as a singer... As well as you as everything else you are.

I really don't know what to say except that you should do what feels right. Don't drop out of college... Yet, anyway. See if there's something you CAN do to feel fulfilled, you know? Part of being an adult is being able to decide what's best for yourself. Considering where you are and where you want to go is definitely one of the ways you're seeing that. Just don't sweat it, hun. :) College is supposed to be fun. Gimme a call sometime if you need to relax! ^_^

Love,
Ryan

[exposed_enigma]

Oh, gosh... I'm definitely not dropping out of school, but thank you so much for the concern. I've just spent the past two years trying to find a "real" (haha) major but failing to find anything sufficient for my calling. How does one study in college to become a recording artist? lol... I'm sure there are some schools out there, but I'm too invested in where I am now to change things as far as school is concerned. Otherwise, I am actually in a rock band now and that is my true salvation. I just hope everything works out with that so I'm not unemployed in the future! Aside from that, you should hear our music! I know we have to work on better recordings and such, but our myspace is... www.myspace.com/innerfire351... and maybe you can come to one of our next shows! :) I'd like that a lot. I miss you, Ryan!

[vicodin_lips]

hey hun

just wanted to say that i still love you
and lj comments are not enough to properly express that :)

hit me up sometime.

[exposed_enigma]

I love you too!
Oh, you so sesy with the blonde hair me jealous. haha

I hope you're doing well and hopefully we'll talk sometime soon. Take care and thanks!