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[exsanguinates]

 I just need to write this out.  Maybe that'll help.  At this point, I don't even know if I'm avoiding facing it head on, or if I'm just confused as to how I feel, how I should feel, and how he'd want me to feel.  Forgive me, this is rambling, but it's a journal and I don't care

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[ladykayura_1122]

Because you hadn't spoken with him in so long, I think that gives you more of a reason to miss him. Keeping you in my thoughts.

[tellie]

i'm sorry nick. you have the right to feel every emotion that you have... don't deny yourself grieving just because you had lost touch with someone you loved.

speaking of losing touch... dinner when you feel better.