but how else could i be. watching my beloved father wither away into no memory, no 'spirit', no body mass, even the look in his eyes isn't the same. he's not HIM anymore :( that kills me. he didn't go to dialysis sat 9/10. hes been so dizzy recently. i think it's the cancer spreading to hsi brain ='\ my brother's down from chicago, so i've been at mom's like non-stop all day for 2 days. he leaves on monday at noon. this is just so hard to live. i never thought it would get to this.
I know when my dad first got sick that it threw me for a whirl because I never contemplated my life without him this soon. Thankfully, he's been able to recover.. slowly.
You are truly in my thoughts and prayers. Peace is the prayer that I have for you -- for him and for you and all your family.
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I always get a hoot from the the priceless pics. *grins*
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but how else could i be.
watching my beloved father wither away into no
memory, no 'spirit', no body mass, even the look in his
eyes isn't the same. he's not HIM anymore :( that kills me.
he didn't go to dialysis sat 9/10. hes been so dizzy recently.
i think it's the cancer spreading to hsi brain ='\ my brother's
down from chicago, so i've been at mom's like non-stop all day
for 2 days. he leaves on monday at noon. this is just so hard to live.
i never thought it would get to this.
♥ thank you so much for asking. appreciated! ♥
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I know when my dad first got sick that it threw me for a whirl because I never contemplated my life without him this soon. Thankfully, he's been able to recover.. slowly.
You are truly in my thoughts and prayers. Peace is the prayer that I have for you -- for him and for you and all your family.
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