i couldn't beleive it. my whole entire life has been about chasing freedom. i've chased and chased, i've run as fast as i could to the very things that have only ( Read more... )

out one week ( Read more... )

gone away streetwise ony made me weaker but gave my soul a rock that became a pearl of the unbreakable i cast no shadow i dance in full moolit dream your mirage a candid whisper becoming mantra aligned with heartmeets count breaths and beats like clouds within the confines of the endless. i pass through the heavy doors of the church when no ones ( Read more... )

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it never used to happen that way, I never used to feel. I stare at the sun. I stare at the trees. I stare at the people. I don't feel. I don't feel. but I feel too much ( Read more... )

The winter began, the way it usually does, with the rain and the cold. the days that rapidly changed to humid and 70's. It has been so long since we've shared a word.
since we've shared a sentence

I really want to stop missing you so I can start missing something else.
so I can focus.

this is boring.

I need.

I fucking need you

i used to count the days away from ( Read more... )

name
face
virtue
fact
amorality
a drop of blood
smears of sweat
my own scent or essence
strength
weakness
empathy
happiness
momentary
elusive
aloof
inquisitive
forgetful
dreaming of a daydream in another year in time.
i am e.
i am go(ing)
when stripped of all, you realize what clothes you are actually wearing.
equal.
becoming.
(im)perfectly human.

this is not a preferred drug list ( Read more... )

remember(ed), remembrance
my
rembrant...