i'mmmmmm kidding myself. all the time. it's what i do. but i've gotten pretty good at wiggling out of that icky feeling that seems to hover. which is a good thing, i suppose. i really don't have anything to be upset over. so why subject myself to that miserable feeling? but you know, sometimes it just seeps in and i can't seem to do anything about ( Read more... )

you hid from me in the flower pot when i searched for you ( Read more... )

i think it's serenely symbolic that the first snow here fell the morning after daniel's death. i think i'm in a vague state of shock. i never really know how to comprehend something like this. it's just at that boundary that it's distant enough that it shouldn't really affect me...but it still does. and i'm just so sad for camille and sarah...and ( Read more... )

Do you remember that guy I was telling you about? The stem cell cancer guy? My friend just called me tonight. “Daniel’s probably not going to live through the night." she said. "The doctor’s were waiting on the results from the first round of chemo which would be in tomorrow and if they were bad, they were gonna pull him on life support. But now ( Read more... )

renee is trying to find her lost id. i want to eat cereal. and scrubs will always make me happy.

off to the dining hall.
we should start a fund for renee to get a new id.