Comments | exxxit: HEY YOU!

exxxit

HEY YOU!

Mar 16, 2005 17:11

i wish i could erase someone out of the world.
so she wouldnt mess up my life with chris.
i hate her, no one understands.
even if i shouldnt, i do.
just cuz she still lingers around.
she still IM's him. sends him pictures.
i dont know how many times i can ask her to go away.
why wont you stop? i did nothing to you, absolutely nothing. do i deserve ( Read more... )

Comments 14

mrs_lazzara March 17 2005, 02:27:59 UTC

Im sorry you feel that way. And I know you dont trust me after what happened, but I swear I have NO feelings for him anymore. Not like that anyway. That was months ago. And im happy for you guys. I wouldnt try and ruin it. I dont even know what got into me the first time. And your not competing with me. I talk to him maybe once every 3 weeks, literally. And its for like 5 minutes on the computer. I dont call him or anything. And I havent seen him since the whole incident.

exxxit March 17 2005, 11:25:27 UTC

im glad we can actually talk now without yelling names back and forth. i just feel like he is still going to leave me for you, at anytime. and me and him have never fought. not once. the only time we get into a little argument, is when your name is mentioned. and everyday i go, am i as pretty as kristina? will chris think this is better? like i have to win my own boyfriend. and frankly, it sucks.
i hate waking up not knowing if he is thinking about the person he loves, or you.
i dont mean to make this make you sound like shit. but i hate feeling like this.

maybe you and me can be friends. i wouldnt mind.
.. i just dont know about the hanging out part...lol.

mrs_lazzara March 17 2005, 14:38:51 UTC

Trust me, he doesnt think about me, cause he dont care about me. Lol, seriously you dont have anything to worry about. And like I said before Im so sorry about everything that happened. I would want to kill a bitch if someone did that to me, so that totally makes you a great person :]

It seriously makes me feel like shit knowing that you still worry. You guys have been together a long time, and I know you love him, and he loves you too. You shouldnt have to think of that kinda stuff. Im a moron. But everyone makes mistakes. I regret it...

Id gladly be friends with you. And if you dont totally hate me maybe when I get my licence we could hangout. Go for coffee or something. No boys. haha

exxxit March 17 2005, 20:47:30 UTC

it makes me feel alot better being able to talk to you.
i hope you wont mind any questions i ever have.. because im a very curious person.

but if you want to chat sometime, my screen name is crushmykiss.
and ill add you on my friends list.

<3

Thread 5

imfatallyyoursx March 17 2005, 11:44:55 UTC

i totally understand you point of view,
and i'm here for you anytime :]
i love you girrrrrrl <333

exxxit March 17 2005, 20:48:01 UTC

thank youuuu!
and i less than 3 you too....hahaha
<3

abeautifulie March 19 2005, 16:13:31 UTC

very mature of you megs. i would probably have hunted someone down and beat the hell out of them. oh, kind of like the girl kevin kissed that i'll murder if i ever see.. anyhow, start coming over my house you! where have you been!?

exxxit March 21 2005, 20:23:43 UTC

cady doesnt invite me over. :[
lol. but i miss youuuu<333

ohxcaptain March 23 2005, 20:20:56 UTC

MEGAN ITS HEATHER REMEMBER ME?! ADD MY NEW JOURNAL: RECOVERY__ROOM

exxxit March 23 2005, 20:57:05 UTC

ALRIGHT! haha
i gotcha added.
<3

sweetxoheart April 9 2005, 18:35:02 UTC

I finally found out slut ;) Add me <3

exxxit April 9 2005, 21:35:16 UTC

add my new username!
its www.livejournal.com/users/ohno_doctor__
<3

sweetxoheart April 9 2005, 21:56:14 UTC

*found you

opps lol