I couldn't even begin to explain it these past few weeks. Everything, EVERYTHING has been all out of sorts. I am stressed out. Kind of looking forward to Thursday. I need Thursday, now more than ever. New Years was quite interesting I suppose. I'm glad everybody got home OK. I feel bad I wasn't more fun. Who has a party at their apartment and ends ( Read more... )

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1. I can't ever make up my mind when I'm put on the spot.
2. I hate it when somebody sneezes and doesn't cover their mouth.
3. Whenever I'm in an awkward situation, I tend to hum or roll in my lips and raise my eyebrows. ha ha, its funny to see I suppose.
4. I give into peer pressure.
5. I'm impulsive.

I'm feeling better.
I needed last night. I needed to see him & be near him. I actually ate food today. Maybe its because we talked. I feel better now. Kind of.

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I can't eat. At least by the end of all this shit I'll be skinny. My mom is coming down tomorrow to be with me. I need her right now so bad.

Every time I go to sleep I keep dreaming about you and it hurts to wake up. I wish I knew where things went wrong. I want to go back and fix it but its too late. Getting drunk doesn't help. Neither does ( Read more... )

baby lets pretend its November again. Maybe, October... July? July was so good.

the many different hair colors/lengths/styles...


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what a busy week.

Liz's birthday thing was alot of fun. We went to the hard rock casino and stayed the night there with her mom and Brooke. Its funny how middle aged [and probably married] buisness men think that if they buy you a drink, you will follow them up to the hotel room. what  faggots. Before we checked out I packed my bag with all the ( Read more... )

 i haven't felt this way in a long time.

1. What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
don't go.

2. How did you do on the last test you took?
it wasn't really one of those tests that you get graded on

3. What is your ring tone for when people text you?
It just beeps.

4. What show did you last watch?
Uhh

6. What foods make you sick?
chinese food with MSG

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