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friday- brinney slept over and it was really fun lol board games. went to bed at like 1 cuz we were both tired.
saturday- got up at 11, brinney left at 12, had hip hop 1-230, walked to cousins then tony's pizza then starbucks with ari, val, and mariah, then ran back to dance at 330, hung out with Lirds and Ari, slept for awhile, Raquel kicked me when it was time for the wave game rehearsals. had that 430-615. Came home and got ready then jessie came over and we went to see national treasure at the budget. she got picked up from my house afterwards and i went to bed pretty early
sunday- got up at 8. church at 9. piano auditions at mount mary at 11:20. i played really good :-D and i think i messed up a little on my written test but i dont really care. came home then went tanning. i should have gone to the matthias guys game :-\ i wanted to see shayne and it was their last game cuz they lost :-( and i wanted to see taylor too cuz it's been forever since i've seen him but noo
am i the only one that notices theres a lot more shootings lately? on buses, parks, hotels? i don't get it.. 8 people were killed yesterday by one guy with one gun. the human race is just gonna end up killing eachother till no ones left. its like the more thats on the news about shootings, more people go out and get guns so they can get their name on the news. and it's all worth ending your life after you finished your work? well maybe death is better than a life in prison. actually it probably is better. but dont you think you'd have regrets after you were all done with it? you threw away a normal life for people to refer to you as a psycho crazy killer (even if you were a really good person before you killed someone), and the rest of your life is either in a jail cell getting man handled and abused or you're dead and you never know what you're life could have been if you just didn't do it. i dont get it, thats all..
dennis called me and was like what the fuck is going on there? cuz he goes to college in vegas and all this stuff about wisconsin is on every tv station around the country. about the hotel shooting in brookfield and the guy that killed the judge in illinois then came to wisconsin to kill another judge and shot himself by kevins house. wisconsins getting deadly. wisconsin is the new compton/brooklyn/ghetto. well we're getting publicity. the bad type of publicity. pretty soon no ones gonna come to wisconsin. like on the news.. about fan fest in green bay.. a dude from italy flew to fan fest because hes a giant packer fan and wanted favre's autograph (thank god hes not retiring). okay why would an italian man pick the packers? whatever lol. no more italian men will want to come to wisconsin because they'll get shot in a hotel or something. they'll just stay in italy with their mobs (aka brinney's grandpa) :-P
i dont wanna write about josh, or guy shit, or unhappiness because i don't wanna blabber on and on when blabbering on and on isnt going to fix anything. there's a lot going on right now but it's just better not to be thought about ha..