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so a lot has happened since i last wrote and i dont really have the time or patience to go through it all so i'll just skim the surface.
-saturday-
at hip hop we finished our dance
we performed at the wave game and our dances got a little messed up because
1) in the heart of rock and roll carli (4 years old) got lost and stood there in the field crying for the rest of the song.
and 2) during shock the soccer players started fighting adn they had to like break in during the song to do a security alert so the song skipped and everybody was off count
then after we performed there was a giant fight that i was involved in in a way.. the hooters girls were there throwing t shirts, raquel caught one but lirds's friends grabbed it away from her, raquel's mom blew up on everyone in the middle of the crowd (me, lirds, lirds's friends, kendall's dad), lirds blew up on raquel's mom in the hallway, then debbie and raquel's mom screamed at eachother for half an hour in the hallway, debbie told her after the showcase she's kicking out raquel and gabby, they were gonna call security, so debbie left before the game was over, then raquel's mom (insane as she is- literally) went and sat back down right in front of lirds's friends cuz she cant let shit go. then she said that she was taking out gabby and raquel and they werent going to be in the show. that was a really big deal because gabby and raquel are in a total of 16 dances and we would have to redo 16 dances in 3 weeks.. because the showcase is in 3 weeks. then raquels mom blew up on me. then i blew up because i heard about them quitting and us having to redo dances. then i just dropped it and kept watching the game. it was actually a really good game. but sooo much unnecessary drama happened. emily brought me home and i was so wound up.. i talked about it with my parents till liek 130 because they werent at the game for that drama. i did have a lot of fun with emily, ari, val, and all the girls at the game though, on a lighter note. me and my mom got in a fight in the dressing room...
-sunday-
me and my mom got in a gigantic fight.. she said that im teh worst daughter in the world, the biggest screw up, the reason why oru family has problems, that everything is my fault, and all this crap that i dont want to get into cuz its really fricking mean. she said she wanted me out of her life because i was ruining it. sheee got my dad into it. sheee said she wanted me gone so i called mariah crying and asked her to take me to Pius's musical cuz grace, theresa, and mariah was in it in and they had an afternoon show. so mariah came and picked me up and my mom followed me there and found me. soo then after the musical i didnt even get to talk to anyone cuz my mom made me leave. then we fought a ton more.. then i went the rest of the day sitting in my room and not speaking a word to the whole family. wound up to my mom not letting me eat anything, and i also wound up with a black eye but im not talking about how i got that because it's gay. i got regrounded too.
-monday-
i can't remember. umm i fought more with my parents.
-tuesday-
walked captain to the park for liek 2 hours cuz my parents didnt want me in the house anymore. umm then i went to dance and it was really stressful cuz it was our first class since raquel supposedly quit. raquel wasn't at dance on tuesday. debbie didn't say anything about redoing any dances.. and when she added on to our jazz dance she kept raquel in the formations. soo we assumed they worked out some agreement to stay for the rest of the year. i come home and then my mom tells me that Pearl Kroening (Marissa's mom [Marissa = my friend/neighbor i grew up with that died in a fire], and Pearl was neighbor) and Arthur "Art" Prat (Steven D's amazing grandpa/mrs darling's dad that our family was friends with and he like loved me and my sister) both died whiel I was at dance.. And she takes this out on me of course and screams and throws shit at me and idk. I was upset about it too but she doesnt give me a chance to do anything at all.. didnt get any sleep cuz she screamed at me all night like the crazy woman she is
-wednesday-
had piano, then dance and raquel was there, and then a work camp meeting. it was really sad cuz at the end we always pray, and we did a pray for jenni cuz she's leaving next month :(... and then i came home and watched american idol. fought with my mom of course. thenn i talked to people on online and some people on the phone. i really need to be studying for history that's tomorrow but whats the point? i dont even care anymore. i have a b in that class and frankly im done with this year. this year can kiss my butt.
-tomorrow-
pep assembly? yea i think. so we have short classes. gotta watch the oc finale of course!! then i have dance.
-friday-
not going to school cuz i'm going to Arthur's funeral at like 11 (woo i get to sleep in some) and then after the funeral my family is going out to lunch with the whole Darling/Pratt family. after that im gonna come home.. i guess im going to veronica's and im going to be in a movie for veronica's and brinney's video class or something. idk i got volunteered and told a day lol.. then i'm chaperoning the jr high dance at matthias with all the YAC people (all the great girls) and seein my little buddies like shayne! then after that is clean up and then pizza with YAC.. then idk probably out to a late movie with the girls cuz thats what we always do
-saturday-
hip hop.. idk what im doing at night but i probably have something im supposed to do cuz im really busy lately. ill probably end up going to mariah's or justin's orrr acutally i dotn know.
i like somebody i CANNOT like. well i can but it's just SUPERRR complicated. most people knwo who it is and it's going to remain a secret until i figure things out.
im so ready for this year to be over. only days of class left are= tomorrow, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, and friday. then that weekend is DAN JANSEN!!! then we have off the next monday. and then exams are tuesday, wednesday, thursday, and friday. THEN ITS SUMMER VACA!!!!! im so ready for this summer.. its actually pretty busy. but really eventful and a lot of good stuff is planned
well this is a really long post. i needed to get all that outta my system cuz its all been bugging the hell outta me. i probably wont be writing that much again for a long ass time so enjoy this? idk. im gonna go sleep