cant fucking wait till im 18.
fuck parents.
really fucking pissed off now.
i'll be a bitch.
i fucking hate it.
dont treat me like im fucking 12
things are way different mom and dad.
im NOT your little girl.
just wait till im gone.
living with steven.
i fucking cant believe your making me go.
i fucking hate you.

sorry i had to let out some anger.

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i havent updated in a while huh? well i was over at my aunt and uncles house for the week while my rents were up north. funnn i tell ya ;-]
so um next week its like the almost last week of summer right? well since my parents are RETARTED we're going up north. wonderful huh?
BULL FUCKING SHIT.
i guess its a LITTLE better cuz i'm not going all the ( Read more... )

no updations for a week cuz i'll be at my uncles house!! =]

soo leave me some messages to come back to.. =D
anonymous messages will be screened cuz ppl
that have no lives write mean stuff and i don't like
that..so you anonymous ppl yours will be up when
i get back!!

sooo peace!

I LOVE YOU STEVEN ♥

so tell me why Cousino is so gay?

wanna know why..
so um the homecoming date is changed.
wanna know when..
yea?
SEPTEMBER THE FUCKING 23.
why so FUCKING early i guess we'll never know
i'm  so pissed off.
i'm not going =[
that BLOWSSSSS..

i have sorces so i know that for sure its then.
and i'm sad now.
ohh well i have 2 more with steven to go to.
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mmmkay..
well steven has had tuesday and wednsday off so we hung out those
days and that was always funn =]

next week i'll be at my uncles house allllll week cuz my rents are
going up north and i didnt wanna go..soooo i'll pretty much be bored
i cant wait..
but they only thing about them is that they might be
moving to Arizonaaa!! i mean yea thats ( Read more... )

going to the funeral home soon =\
yuckk i hate this..

♥ boy do i ever love steven.
i am so in love with him.
he means the world to me.
i want to spend the rest of my life with him.
i love you steven schultz with all the world
and everything i have.

and baby, im sorry about today =\
its all my fault.
but sweetheart,
i love you.

I LOVE YOU STEVEN

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July 23, 2005
He opened his eyes after being asleep, to find his wife at his head,
sisters holding his hands, daughter and niece at his feet, and everybody
crying. "Its ok david we love you, go ahead and let go, no more suffering,
no more pain no more cancer." Still looking around, and his heart rate dropping quickly;
 a presious ( Read more... )

so i'm at sams club and i call my mom to see if you
need a sams club to actually buy things when i find
out some terrible news.
my softball coach has passed away.
just saying that and reading it again brings tears
to my eyes..i really cannot believe it..he was a
wonderful person always caring about others and
being the best person that he ( Read more... )

having no way of transportation that you can actually RELY on is ruining my
lifeee!!!! ok so i wanted to go shopping && hang out with catie right? well
we made plans && i was soooo excited! i mean i couldnt wait.. but then since
april cant drive, my mom gets my cousins..and what does that mean? ohh that
she cant fricking drive anywhere.. seriously ( Read more... )

hmm..its been awesome..everytime i walk into my room i smile..why you ask?
i got PINK ROSES from STEVE!!!!!! =D ♥
omgs i was soooo surprised when he showed up at my door friday with roses!
wow..he said " here i got these for you because i love you." =D
i seriously didnt know what to do!! lol..i was so happy..
i love him soooooooo much..no one even ( Read more... )