Wow, hah, sorry about that last post, probably not something you wanted to read on my first update in like a billion years. But I had to get it off my chest somewhere and this is about the only place I could think of ( Read more... )

What the fuck am I holding on too? Yeah guess what, there’s major, and when I say major it’s fuckin’ MAJOR problems in the Stokes/Bonicamp household. Hah no shocker their eh ( Read more... )

Hrm. I'm getting tired of just a black screen. The one manda did for me isn't working anymore and I wanna new one. Problem is, I have no clue how to do it. But I shall figure it out on my own. So maybe the next time you see this or by the next update it should be different. If not then it's because I couldn't figure it out and gave up.

Well now, the past day er so has been real up lifting you might say. Recently I've been trying to mend things with Amanda, yeah not going so well. Why does she have to be such a.. well I don't know how to put it but she's being an idiot. It's actually kind of funny. She calls me "immature" because I had unprotected sex and had a kid. When I said it ( Read more... )

Hrm. Okay I'm done.
I tried to reach out to Amanda.
Hopeing maybe we could talk again.
Start all over.
Become friends and all that good shit.
But I was wrong.
Amanda doesn't want anything to do with me.
So I'm done, compeletely honest to God done with her.
So I can get back to my soon to be wife as she puts it. <3 ( Read more... )

It's almost time for Christmas! Next monday and it'll be here and I can't waiiiiit. We've got LOTS of presents under the tree and I wanna open them NOW :( OH OH OH there's a chance I might get my job back. The manager told my buddy that still works there that it was a mistake firing me and he might just have to give me a call and ask me to come ( Read more... )

Hah what the hell was I thinking?
Did I actually think things would be different?
Did I really think this is what a I wanted?
Back to nothing but silence?
Haha I'm glad I'm over this little "mini-phase".

I feel better now.

Later masturbaters.

Like omg, Megan came on and talked to me. Dude I haven't talked to her IN AGES, and wow, she's getting married soon? Gawd I've missed that girl oh so much. I wish she'd get on more I miss her so much BUT she says she's too busy which I understand, but its okay she's got more important things to do then talk to my dumbass ( Read more... )

Hrm. I think I made a mistake ( Read more... )

Well I had oh so much fun tonight. Tonight they had the Christmas party for the workers at the Casino. Well I couldn't go since I got fired BUT Jen works there now so I still got to go haha fawkers. We got there and at first it was boring as hell, we ate crap load of food and sat around for like ever. One of my buddies I use to work with, Brian, he ( Read more... )