Jennifer and I are together. It's so totally awesome, it's so much much MUCH better than having an e-girlfriend. With this one, I can see, touch, hold, hug, kiss do all the things that I want. Hopefully this time I'll keep this one for alittle longer than others ( Read more... )

Ah another day spent with Jennifer. I hung out at her house pretty much all day until I had to go to work. We sat around and watched TV and talked most of the time it was pretty great until her 13 year old brother started annoying me. He kept asking me if I liked xbox and whats my favorite game and he proceeded to tell me how to beat every level on ( Read more... )

This weekend is was pretty darn awesome. Well except for yesterday and the night before, I've had a fever really bad Saturday like my whole face was on fire the whole time I was at work I thought I was going to puke and pass out but I didn't. When I came home Jennifer was sleeping in our reclining chair.. I was like whoa wtf is she doing here?! So ( Read more... )

Today has been a really odd day for me. First of all, Rob (guy next door) came over and he FINALLY starts working on fixing our kitchen floor. Like he's ripped up half the floor and redid it and he's coming back tomorrow to finish it. While he was doing that Dustin and his girl came over and we went and got our school scheduels and I remembered ( Read more... )

Why am I still clinging on to something that may never happen? Why am I still hoping that she'll come back to me? I don't know why, but I love her, she's the only person well besides two others that I actually feel comfortable to be my total self, I don't have to hide my corky weird ways or pretend to be mocho when I'm just really a big teddy bear ( Read more... )

Hrm, things are just not going my way anymore. Work is becoming even more hellish, the damn dishwasher just about broke down again and we were backed up to hell, we didn't get out of there until 2 this morning. AND they're building a new fancy hotel right next door to the Casino SO that means they're making our restuarant 24/7 I so hope they have ( Read more... )

We got back together, a day later we break up. She has feelings for someone else, she can't trust me anymore, I can't prove myself to her so Amanda and Robbie are finally history ( Read more... )

We broke up ( Read more... )

Amanda wants me to update so I'll update for her ( Read more... )

So yeah last night was really odd. I almost broke up with Manda because of the whole me always working and never on much at all for her. Alittle part of me still wants to because it's not fair for her to wait all day wondering if I'll come on or not, when we first went out I didn't like waiting and wondering and all that and I know she really doesn ( Read more... )