and you're turned up to top volume and you're just sitting there in pause with your feral little secret scratching at you with its claws and you're trying hard to figure out just exactly how you feel before you end up parked and sobbing forehead on the steering wheel
there will be a more detailed update to follow. someday soon. i swear.
but for right now, does anyone have a full/queen sized mattress and box spring that they would donate to the "Julie and Erika Are Sleeping On 2 Twin Mattresses That Are Duct Taped Together Fund" ????