I went out, i actually went out to a club kinda place, there was dancing, and music, and drinks. I had fun, but after a few hours i began to crave home. That quiet place. I just feel socially out of place. And people say that everyone feels socially out of place, but i feel like i am still in middle school, nervous, and very unpretty. ( Read more... )

Its funny what two people look like when they try to hide the fact they are about to cry. When you take to long to answer a simple question, when you look away, when you wipe your face. When you say goodbye, and your voice shakes ( Read more... )

Well tomorrow is the 5th year anniversary. It cracks me up, as everyone gets all patriotic and gives memories to those who died...in whose honor ( Read more... )

i got my second speeding ticket.
60/35

just thought i would update that. kids...don't be like me and get caught speeding.

<33 tam

Hello there old friend. How are you? It has been such a long time since i have filled your pretty head with thoughts, right at this moment i am watching the wall, and typing on my laptop that cody bought me. Yes can you believe he bought me a laptop, and its a nice one. One of the new sony vaios. 15" screen, and a wonderful keyboard. ( Read more... )

well i guess i only write when im sad, and im not sad. my life has been a complete state of perfection, and really i don't mean to boast, but ha ha ha ha ha...whoo ha ( Read more... )

not dead

no time for online anymore....who knew real life could be even better.

happy mo fo four twenty

<3 Tam

i hate when people abuse the joys of mary jane...it just sets a bad example.

tam

sometimes i have a hard time distinguishing reality from distorted reality. I have had this fear that people will pop up and startle me, or random people are going to walk into my living room, and i will be on the outside looking in, like they can't see me, and i can see them, but they aren't there. Im just scared that one day they will be...like ( Read more... )

mark this day

March 5, 2006- I have been smoking for two and a half years, approximately, and on this day of March 05 2006, i puked from being too high.

I too thought that was impossible, but its not.

<3 Tam