Why do I care so much about you ( Read more... )

http://www.idahostatesman.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20060724/NEWS0112/607240310/1001/NEWSRead more... )

I'm going on.
I have 29 days till a better tomorrow. weird.
Nothing really is what I had planned.
But everything is perfect.
I think...

.<3

I am so sad right now ( Read more... )

Have you ever wanted to simply hold out your hand ( Read more... )

Holy CRAZY! looking in the Idaho Statesman... there's a few pages with senior photos ( Read more... )

The more I hear what I don't need

The more it feels I do

The more I see myself in a distorted mirror

The more I wish I could stop

The more weight I gain

The more I want to cry

The more I hear about it

The more it consumes me.

What once was a healthy relationship

Is now hurtful

What once was so comforting

Is now nothing

I can't wait to leave.

Sometimes I like to write, because I know no one will really read it ( Read more... )

We did Valentines Day today. It was so much fun.
He got me a gorgeous ring (that is being resized)
We went to Lucky Peak && had a picnic
We saw Curious George...
We went to the melting pot (incredible)
we cam home && napped.

......How I love him

.<3

no lies this time
no broken hearts
no twisted smiles
or distorted tears
no clouded eyes
no frozen minds
no numbness that
grows && consumes
no dread of the future
no regret of the past

just now
just here
just who yue are

...Just live